Hi everyone. It is coming up on my 2nd anniversary here on forums, so I thought I would re-remake my intro for you all as my life has seen some many many twists and turns over this year.

Where do I start.... hmmm... Well if you want to read my last intro for my 1st anniversary here is the link:

We strive for greatness in what we do, so lets do it! | Skyblock Forums

Well I think I will just start from where I left off. So I am now 21! Which means I get to say I am 21... So fun right? I am such a boring person that I just am so happy I get to say I am 21 and nothing else behind that...

I am currently on my 3rd year of my 4 1/2 year schooling for Special Education.

At around the beginning of February I got the power in my mind to come out to a few of my friends as gay, and it made me feel so much more free after the fact. I then came out to my home family the next week, and though it has been rough I feel like a burden is gone off my shoulders.

Then about the time April started things got a little shaky for me. My ocd and ocpd became the heaviest part of my life. I turned into this freak who had to repeat almost all things to feel safe and to make sure they were perfect. My depression reappeared around the same time. I was a total mess. My anxiety never left me so once my body conducted these things again, it turned itself up to 1000 times its previous state.
To make myself feel better I bleached my hair at the end of April.

In July I turned 21 and celebrated it by being at home and doing nothing.

I then started my current semester of school and life went tipsy. I had to balance work, school and my mental health for the first time in a year and a half. It was a disaster. With this being an issue, I had to relearn this all.

Then at the end of September I became balanced. Someone came into my life and made things so much better. I was smiling again. I was laughing more. I was happy.

Then October hit. I decided on dying my hair black and pink. Black for spooky season, and pink for breast cancer month. I am currently on day 4 of having these colors, and I love them to death. They give me a sense of hope that just because I cannot change how things go on the inside of me, I can change the outside part of my life and feel a bit more happy.

I really love this community to death. You guys are my rock, even though drama tends to be a thing within this community... You guys still bring me a lot of joy. Thanks for that!

But yeah! Hi to all you who have no idea who I am. Nice to meet you!

 

Brave of you to talk about such personal things on here Kaybubs. You have my respect and much more I'm glad you are a part of this community

 

I am glad that you are glad that I am glad to be a part of this community!

 

Had to re-read that ^

 

^ me

^ me when I started to watch anime LOL (i am cringing so much at my 'before' self..)

Anyways, nice to know more about chu! That's an interesting story u got going (;

 

It sure is interesting... kind of a mess at the same time XD

 

oooo hello c:

 

Seen you on .org before!!

 

mmmm...kay
;D

 

mmmmmmmmm...fight

Hey hey hey you other butt

 

Hey there big meeeeeeeeeeeeee

 

welcome to the krusty krab

 

I know 2 people irl who like to be called bubs xD

Nice to know more about you and meet you!!

 

hello, welcome to sky block

 

*stalk* c:

 

STALK

 

hey bubs

 

Hey kaybubs, I haven't known you, but you seem pretty cool

 

hi bubs