such a hard question. For a physical item I'd probably pick a new computer but I don't really need one and my family is in the red anyway. I think I'd just like to be able to enjoy my family as there aren't many years left I'd be able to say that. The thing I'd like the most though is to have my dog still be alive and herself for Christmas. She's currently not doing well and according to the vet has tumors all over her and I know she doesn't have long. That's probably what I'd like most just to be able to enjoy Christmas with her.