And I want things to happen in my life. Like I'm not important. Is it bad that I have thought about cutting? Well, I have. I just feel like I'm worth crap. Some people can do that. They just have a gift of making people feel bad about themselves. I just wanna be important,

change the world in some way, not just to be that just normal kid that sits in the back of the room, and gets bullied, and never raises her hand. I wanna be the kid to sit in the front of the room, stands up to bullies, and always raises her hand. But I can't get out of this damn shell I'm trapped in.

I feel like I'm suffocating, but the shell gives me air so I can live this miserable life. But I believe that everyone lives for a reason. That everyone makes a difference. I want to have a difference on a lot of people's lives. I want to be a youtuber, so I can make people happy every day. I also want to be a singer, so people know that people will be there for them when they are down.

Also, I wanna be a marine biologist. So I can help the poor animals that are being killed by pollution. I'm sorry, I had to get it out.

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