Ey convo with song lyrics.

Your fear controls everything. Never let you turn the page, we end up only settling, for when we both felt sane.

There's a war inside my head. Sometimes I wish that I was dead, I'm broken. So I call this therapist And she said, "Girl, you can't be fixed, just take this."

I'm tired of trying to be normal. I'm always over-thinking. I'm driving myself crazy.

And I don't need your quick fix. I don't want your prescriptions. Just 'cause you say I'm crazy. So what if I'm f****** crazy? Yeah, I'm gonna show you, loco, maniac, sick b****, psychopath.

I've been searching city streets
Trying to find the missing piece like you said
And I searched hard only to find,
There's not a single thing that's wrong with my mind

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

I remember when
We used to laugh
About nothing at all
It was better than going mad
From trying to solve all the problems we're going through
Forget 'em all
Cause on those nights we would stand and never fall
Together we faced it all

There's always been a need
to get rid of this grief
it's what I call XIAT
Been in highs been in lows
feel like there's nowhere to go
is there something wrong with me?

Trying to do
Normal things I used to pursue
so fired up
but now rotting inside
I do my hardest to break out of this shell
Without a crack
I'm still stuck in this hell.