Reference thread: Stop posting about your "depression". | Skyblock Forums SwimHornet You made me do this. Okay.. So you probably have things better than some of us. You're what? 13? and you haven't even experiences half the part of REAL life. You have to understand- some of us are not here for a reason. There are 7.6 BILLION people on Earth, not EVERYONE is here for a reason. Some of us realize it earlier than others. I've came to my conclusion of my depression. I use mine to enhance other's, make them feel better. You might have never felt the feeling of wanting to die so much, just feeling to goddamn worthless. To the point of wondering if Jesus himself even cares about you. To the point where you're just in a ball in a corner, sobbing, not knowing what do to next. I've been there, and lemme tell you. It's terrible. You probably have only seen people talk about their depression online, maybe because to some of us- online is everything. The person I pour everything into, lives in Australia and is 13 hours ahead of me. That person makes time for me and it's honestly the only reason I'm alive. I have told numerous of people in real life, they care for the first month or two then just completely forget. You don't have to deal with that- You most likely have people that sit around you and tell stories about how much you love each other. My parents are in a constant struggle with cancer, I don't get the attention a human deserves. Now you see why I play Minecraft all the time and sit in my room on my computer. This "game" is some of our reality, it's out social interaction- it's where we are actually alive. Not a souless worthless piece of crap trapped in a body that's breathing when we shouldn't be. You might never have to understand the feeling of being a worthless piece of crap, and I hope you don't Swim, I truly do. You really should say something on this topic without experiencing it yourself. (Here's the feels. Making me cry, yet another time. Read at your own risk. First time I've ever pubicly announced this.) My best in-real life friend commited suicide because of depression. He was the only person I truly had to go to. The only person I truly had. After years of being best friends, everything slowly started to collapse. He fell into depression, about the same time I was diagnosed. Everything begin to fall in his life- his parents got divorced, his grades slipped, he got kicked off our school football team, and he decided one night to take a knife to his throat. While I was in the house, and I still see that image in my head every damn day. I cannot go a day without picturing it. I try not bringing this up- but you put me to this. These forums are where some of us come to actually matter. I feel like an actual human being when I'm talking to people through a computer screen. Thanks - Skyttles/Lance.
Still sarcastic are we. We're just trying to show you that you're thread was unnecessary. (and hurtful)
Don't pull that please, every time you realize you were wrong you say something like that. Take this and realize, that we all make mistakes and we all are not perfect.
It was unnecessary and hurtful, and I do apologize. I'm just sick of people constantly talking about it. Tbh it makes me sort of sad hearing that other people are. Maybe you should seek some medical attention if you're really that sad.
Most of us have tried. I've tried antidepessants, and more but nothing works. I still feel no better than usual.
My friend had really serious depression. He only went to school about 30% of the days. Most of them were spent in the hospital or with various therapists. It took him a year to finally find a medication that really helped him. Antidepressants sometimes don't work. But that shouldn't stop you from giving up. It's worth trying to find something that does cheer you up.
You realize that most of that stuff doesn't work with medicine. Also You should know that takes money, not everyone has that advantage to spare cash. Parents don't always see it, they think oh they'll grow out of it, some never don't and your post was completely rude. You don't know what's going on in their life. I honestly think you should Re-think what you post on the internet, because you never know the outcome.
To be honest, I don't know what to say. But you only have one shot at life. It's not worth dying early.
If you feel like you're worthless, a piece of sh*t, and have no purpose. Sometimes we feel like dying would not be as much pain.
First off, I apologized for being so rude. And second off, I'll be more considerate next time. Also, thats a good point. I was just trying to help though dew.
Hun, this was a wonderful thread. I've been blessed to have been born into a family where my family and friends all care for one another, and my parents truly support me. I do admit, I can take advantage of that sometimes and over look that other people don't have what I have, and that's when I force myself to truly appreciate what I have. I've come close to going down that path, and am quite close now I must admit, but I have a wonderful group of people that love and support me no matter what I go through. I am truly grateful for that. I know not everyone has that kind of support, but you know you always have me if you ever need to talk to anyone. [A song I like to listen to when dealing with things. Link]
Can you guys stop going off topic? There is a thing on inboxing people? Anyway, I'm sorry to hear about this skyttles. The feels man.
What got me out of depression was quitting video games. I interacted with the people around me. Doing stuff irl. I'm not saying you should quit, cause tbh I enjoy your company skyttles. But maybe you shouldn't play AS much.
This was me. I was depressed around online people, not saying that as a bad thing. When I got more out there, and was social I felt like a different person.
Swim, You just don't want to see people post about it, because you feel that it is only for attention, and you are completely wrong. People seek fora hand and people like me will always be there to provide that hand. You feel bad for what you said, I know, but what you said is what you said and you can not take it back. I am going to lock this now to prevent any other arguments.
I'm an active football player, I tutor in school to help out other people, and I'm active in school clubs, I just dont' feel the same with them as I do with krissy_punk, the one person I know I can go to for anything at all.
Had the thread to be unlocked because I want people to understand that they are not alone with dealing with depression.
Hey, I know we aren't on the best terms right now, and you and I aren't really good friends anymore.. But regardless, I've told you once and I'll say it again. I'm always here for you no matter what. I only want to help you, nothing more. So if you ever feel the need to talk to someone, I'm here, just drop me a text.
