Yeah. I do not know now. Here are some reasons: I have been making poor choices and stupid actions on this server that ruined my reputation. So in response, I tried gaining it back, but in the end just made it worse, and that made me realize how this server is creating a negative influence on me. I do not want to keep these actions I have done this past year and bring them into the real world. It has made a lot of people hate me to the point that they rather have me banned and other players who have done worse things unbanned. I messed up and at this point, I can not fix it. All I want to say is that, when I was banned for "16 hours" for stealing some items, that was the mod's choice. I tried asking the mods for a longer ban since I knew it was dumb, but they did not give it. Skyblock is not just the same anymore. So many random "rare" items are being added to the point that makes Skyblock legit "Pay-To-Win". Usually, it is "Win-A-DP-to-Win". Trading these rares is just frustrating, not that much me failing to sell them, but the way the price of them fluctuates. The prices of rares are always dependent on the rich shops. When the price of the big boy rich shop changes, everyone else changes. I do not know it just feels annoying to me. Casinos are everywhere because people want to make money or people want to spend all they have. They have gotten so much more greedy since I first came back to this server with different ways for new players to get addicted to gambling. Skyblock is not at all supposed to be about gambling and casinos, but look where we are now. The Staff and moderation is very different compared to the Classic Era. There has been so much more drama involving the staff that I have heard and that I have witnessed that just makes me lose hope in the server. It is nothing like how it was back then. At this point, the ones becoming staff are usually staff since they are popular on the server and that stuff. While I think a handful of the players on the staff team are very good, there's this little batch of staff that just should not be on there, and have made the server less fun from what I have seen done. This is not related to things they did to me, but to things they do in general. The server really just is not that fun anymore. I do not know. I really just want to focus on College more so this does not get in the way. I still will be on, just a lot less than usual. I will be on discord though, since discord feels like the only pure place left. I do not want to offend anyone in this post. Sorry if my thoughts seem all over the place, or if its biased, or if it just straight just sounds like I am arguing. I am very tired and have not eaten yet. A lot of stress from college work Thanks! : )
we'll miss you! great work on those dps, it'll be sad to not have (as) high quality ones but please take care of yourself, good luck in college!
Take some time off and enjoy college. Skyblock isn't very deep -- just a game with a pretty diverse playerbase that sometimes clashes with itself. Don't let it impact your own mental health or make you feel inadequate, it's just for fun !
I fully support your break! I also agree with most of your points, if not all of them. Know you can always dm me if you need a real talk. Peace mate
