hey everyone, Many of you may know my as either Fluttershy99, flutters or my old name darkslash95. I'm been feeling very guilty and bad lately, so I'm here to say sorry. To the mods, Krissy_, larrythebird101, Kerahna and the others, I'm sorry for swearing in chat and being disrespectful and ignoring mod requests lately. To Dewmellon and Maka_X_Soul95, I'm sorry for acting the way I have recently. I have acted very unlike me, and I have both embarrassed myself and slightly ruined our friendship. The reasons for this, is that recently I was told by someone (not saying who, unless they want to) that they felt something special between us. Since I don't really have anyone who has ever liked me before, friend or more. As a result, I didn't really know how to react, so I went over the top and now, for the safety of our friendship, I have said we should spend some time not talking to each other to think and contemplate things. I have said to a friend that I was thinking of commiting suicide, which comes up in my thoughts often as I have major depression and anxiety. I can't take new situations well because I have ASD. After clearing my head I have decided to write this thread to make me feel less guilty and to clear things up between me and the friend. To the friend: (you know who you are, California)
A wise person once told me. One is Never Perfect, One always Makes Mistakes, but one can always choose to do the right thing. One will Always Fail, but when one tries, they will always Succeed. Hope For the Best Flutter. Good Luck.
You know i forgive you Flutter. You just need to realize u have people who care for you. I know u have hard times we all do. Instead of going straight to Suicide thinking u have no reason to live or that everyone would be better off with you, try thinking about the good things tho they might be few they are powerful. I know how often do i let u stay upset for a exceeded period of time? Just don't stew on the bad it'll just drag u down, instead work towards good things.
