so its been months the last time i went on was in july so i missed you all very much and i wanted to explain it all to you i mean i been planning on doing this thread last week but never really got round to it so pretty much i have family stuff going on rn so you proplery dont know this but i have a new half brother (his in my pfp) he means alot to me so this is pretty much personal but i choosed to share it so i pretty much went through neglect by both of my parents since a kid but started to realise it at 13 but mostly emotionsl abuse by my mother so pretty much now i dont want to go home which means i havent got my pc with me atm so this is pretty hard to talk about but idc ik its sad and i mean i dont want pity and smpathy and all that crap so uhm i mean i make blogs about it but i havent showed anyone yet but i have a bad feeling my dad did see it but anyways so my dad let me talk about him shall i so pretty much he was very abusivd towards my mother i mean i went theough it all my whole life i had to watch it sll as a kid but decided to keep it to myself because ppl wont believe me and ppl would end up feeling sorry for me because i hate when ppl do that but anyways so the last few months i had to go through with losing a friend so no one knows this but i used to be friends with this girl she had suicidal thoughts and everything i tried to help her and tried to be there for her ppl used to bully her to the point i ended finding her running through the hall way in pieces i mean i would end up being scared to death because i krpt thinking she would hurt herself again i mean i took care of her i remember i skipped lessons just to listen to her while she was in pieces but suddenly she just dicided and ended up killing it all which hit me hard so badly i mean my parents dont know that i just hid it away so pretty much i csnt keep it in no more so anyways enough with that so uhmmm yeah so mum rn is going parnoid its like 4am rn im at her “boyfriends” house i mean he thinks my mum is selfish and childish because she treating me like crap saying im always in the way and that i mean its pretty much duilfcult to the point i dont trust ppl i literely strug my shoulders most of the time and always says i dont know i mean i been let down alot by my family and also friends as well i used to be best mates with this girl she then left school and we stopped talking she meant the world to me i ended up sending her letter about my life..crazy right? ...because i trusted her but shd ended up getting a kid at 16 i mean i send her a xmas card yesturday but still my parents dont know that so i ..latrly havent got that much friends to chill with atm so at school is crazy i missed alot of it snd skipped most of the lessons and got told off alot and pretty much failed my mock exams so yeahui im doing just great!


im jk i just wanted to let you guys know the truth thats all so i might go on minechat but i dont know its been awhile but ueah so if this thread gets too much i will delete or get a mod to lock it or they can if they think its gone too far or whatever


so i love you all very much and i hope your having a great day
bye
(lol my dog farted fml)

 

So the whole thing is a joke or what