HAVE I EVER: Kissed someone: yes Been Drunk: captain Morgan is my homie Cried Myself to Sleep: nope Self harmed: why is this even a question? No Felt lonley: eh. People tend to suck so no Been depressed: nah Smoked: frequently WHATS YOUR? Age: some numbers Birthday: September 23 Relationship status: solo solo biggest fear: spiders Dream job: pilot Dream Car: 69 Pontiac gto Dream House: affordable. Don't care past thT DO YOU? Like someone: myself Love someone: myself and my bed Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nah Want a boyfriend/girlfriend: nah Have a tattoo: yes Have a piercing: nope Party: like it's 1999 Artist: genre: chill music Movie: pulp fiction Song: solar heavy - memories TV series: Game of Thrones Animal: fennec fox Book: Lor of the rings. Colour: Orange THIS OR THAT? Twitter or facebook: neither Twitter or Instagram: neither Facebook or Instagram: neither Coke or Pepsi: gross Tea or Coffee: red diamond sweet tea son. Tacos or Pizza: taco pizza Winter or summer: winter WOULD YOU EVER? Get married: nope Have Kids: hell no Swim with sharks: eh. Share a banana: wit myself Eat rotten food: why even? Marry a foreigner: nope Smoke pot: one love.
If you ever need anyone to talk to, just understand that I've been through what you're going through. Eventually, life will get better and you'll realize that we're living in a world fulfilled with obstacles and distractions. Please, don't hesitate to pm me on forums if you ever need advice or curious about suicidal attempts/self harm.
"dont ever self harm" is like telling an alcoholic not to drink, or a smoker not to smoke. Self harm is a coping mechanism. The scientific reasoning is the part of the brain that senses physical and emotional pain is the same. Once the pain "comes down" so does the emotional side. These feelings of linking self injury to calming down often is addictive and it becomes harder to stop. Why stop something that makes you feel better. Much like any other addiction, self injury cannot just be stopped, but gradually a person will need to lift their dependence off it. This comes with a lot of support. But there is a certain stigma attached to self injury which makes is hard to seek help. It is like a shameful thing when it shouldn't be. Link to where i got info from here Some personal experience of my own too. over 6 months clean ~
HAVE I EVER: Kissed someone: Yes. Been Drunk: Couple of times. Cried Myself to Sleep: I barely ever sleep, but I do tend to cry almost every night. Self harmed: Still do... Felt lonely: Not some much lonely, I'd call it 'miss understood'. Been depressed: Have been for 5 years. Smoked: Not often, maybe once every couple months if at all. WHATS YOUR? Age: 69 Birthday: 1st April. Relationship status: Private. biggest fear: My mums ex boyfriend. Dream job: Lawyer. Dream Car: I'm not a petrol head, dayum. Dream House: One with walls? DO YOU? Like someone: Private. Love someone: Private. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Private. Want a boyfriend/girlfriend: Private. Have a tattoo: No, don't plan on having any. Have a piercing: Not yet, I plan on getting my Bellybutton and ears done. (again) Party: Is that even a question? Lmao Artist: I don't know, lool Movie: Forget me not. Song: I can't just pick one. ;p TV series: I don't watch tv Animal: Hippo. Book: Bad girls don't die Colour: Black THIS OR THAT? Twitter or facebook: Facebook. Twitter or Instagram: Neither. Facebook or Instagram: Facebook. Coke or Pepsi: Can't tell a difference, sorry not sorry Tea or Coffee: Neither, I prefer water. Tacos or Pizza: Tacos. Winter or summer: Summer WOULD YOU EVER? Get married: Yes Have Kids: Yes Swim with sharks: Done it before, would definitely do it again. Share a banana: That sounds sexual, so no. Eat rotten food: Wouldn't be the first time. Smoke pot: Never.
