Hi, my name is XJohnarceX aka:John or Bra NekoEmmi or Brandon which is my irl name if you didn't know already. I live in the sunshine state Florida. I'm 14 currently in the 9th grade I have been playing skyblock for around 6 and a half months now, I started back in May of this year when I got board of the old server I played on, I was searching for a cool, fun server and I wasn't really experienced in the multiplayer community yet. I had only been playing minecraft for about 2 months at the time and I found skyblock.net on the Minecraft server page and started playing and instantly fell in love with it. After about 1 month of playing I met a Mod by the name of krissy_punk I had gotten greifed and she was very helpful. After that I played with a person named legtdeel and to this day he is still my buddy and we live together on an up and growing island on .net. After about 4 months on .net I was told of a sister server called .org, and I was curious on what the server was like. So I joined and it was ok wasn't really that interested in it so I still played .net in then about 2 weeks later I gave it some thought and decided to try it again. This time I met a current mod but not at the time jellybelly124 he was a funny kind person who greeted me and answered all the questions I had and I wanted to say thanks. After a while I made the full switch over to .org and had a really good time. I still made visits to .net but it wasn't as appealing as it was before. Nothing really happens up to about a month ago. Although some of you don't know which is the majority of you guys, I suffer from depression and most of the time I try to keep it to myself and not let it affect you guys. Which is not the best thing for my health because shortly after that it was all balled up inside, I felt nothing but sadness and emptiness and its not a feeling I liked very much and to this day no one knows but you guys. I started thinking of myself dying and it refilled the depression inside me, leading to the frequency of the thoughts, every night I think of myself dying and having no point on this earth. And for some weird reason maybe because of the depression I believed the thoughts I was having, but I swear to myself no mater how bad the thoughts, no matter how empty I felt I wasn't going to let it effect my actions of harming myself or taking my rage and putting on my friends on skyblock. Getting off that topic. Many of you have helped me not even knowing about my depression and it means a lot to me even if you don't know it. There are two kinds of people in this world the ones that break you, and the ones that make you. ThAnk you for reading my intro and understanding my life
Welcome to the skyblock Community, John. I hope you have and will enjoy your time here, if youar in need of any particular help, don't hesitate to message me or a moderator. See you around!^-^
Sorry for the misunderstanding, you can also message me if you're just looking for someone to talk to.
Hey bra even the best of us have down days sometimes, and for some people, months or even years. Personally, I find talking about it makes me worse. But everyone is different, and if it makes you feel better, talk at me until my ears fall off and either way, I'm happy to have met you! xxx
