I feel as if I have to explain myself

Discussion in 'Discussions Archive' started by Akrill, Sep 26, 2014.

Thread Status:
Not open for further replies.
  1. Akrill
    Offline

    Akrill Senior Member

    Joined:
    Sep 20, 2012
    Messages:
    4,630
    As you all, hopefully, know; I am no longer a staffmember.

    I got some questions asking "why", "were you demoted or did you resign" and similar.
    I came back to answer these, because I feel as if it's a bit unfair and rude to leave without saying anything (which I still did. My apologies).

    To start of with some simple Q&A (not a lot of these, lol);

    Why are you no longer staff?

    Well, there are many reasons to why it turned out the way it did.
    A simple explaination would be;
    Because I do not agree with the way the server is going, and personal issues with myself.

    A little longer version;

    I have been with Skyblock for 2 years and have seen the majority of the changes happening.
    Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse (in my opinion).
    I've really tried to adapt to these changes and work with what I had and what I could do.
    I changed some of my behaviour because that's how it was (this is not the reason for my departure, however).

    The way the staff began to work and how it was functioning proved to be very hard for me to adapt after. It went from a system to another, and I didn't like it.
    The new staffmembers felt really alien to me (don't get me wrong. You are good people, I know you are. It's just the way I feel around new people). New people I had to work with and I didn't really know them.
    Socializing with new people who I don't know usually hits pretty hard on me. I'm quite anti-social in real life, and I guess it "spread" through to the internet aswell.

    So that is A reason to why I felt the need to leave.
    A problem with my ability to adapt to new situations.

    Regarding my personal issues, however, is a slightly different story.

    If you want a full detail about me, I have an introduction thread here:
    A little bit about Akrill | Skyblock Forums

    It also plays a big role into why I had to leave. If you read the thread, then I think a simple answer would be; because I gradually felt worse as time went by.
    If you haven't read it, then I suggest go reading it. It explains a lot. :)

    Other than this, I felt that some important matters were being neglected.
    Meanwhile, other "issues" rose up, that I feel shouldn't have been a problem in the first place.
    This is from my point of view, and it does absolutely not reflect on how it actually and really is.
    I might be wrong, but this is my perspective and how I felt.

    To close up:
    I resigned, and was not demoted.
    :)


    I hope that this explained some of the questions that were asked, and those who weren't asked.

    I will most likely NOT come back to this thread, due to me trying to leave my past in the past to my best ability.
    But as final words, I'd like to sieze the moment by saying;

    Thank you for all your support throughout the years.
    I've heard and recieved many kind words and got some memories shared with me.
    It was an amazing community and those who became my friends (and those who lost me as a friend, or I them); I want you to know that I thank you for this time I've been blessed with.
    It was absolutely the best.

    Even if we're perhaps not friends right now *coughCypriotcough* I still want you to know that I do appreciate everything you've done.
    I might have worded myself poorly and said it in a way that made it look as if I s*** on everything you've done, but it was never my intention.
    I would have loved to have the opportunity to explain it to you, but since you did what you did before I had the chance to do so, it got post poned until now.

    You are the best Admin I've had the pleasure of knowing, and I know that you care.
    I'm sorry that I offended you.
    Was not what I wanted to accomplish.


    And to all you others who read this:
    Thank you, again, for your support.
    It meant a lot and I truly love you.
    In many ways, you have been more of a help in my life than most in my real life.

    Thank you.

    -Akrill / Cryo
     
    Last edited: Oct 13, 2014
  2. puddinguy62
    Offline

    puddinguy62 Active Member

    Joined:
    Nov 11, 2013
    Messages:
    298
    Good luck in life. We're all gonna miss you a lot.
     
  3. Exasperaties
    Offline

    Exasperaties Well-Known Member

    Joined:
    Jul 29, 2013
    Messages:
    405
    ctrl + f and searched Exas.... nothing, I'm disappointed bb ;(
     
  4. kiefermanX
    Offline

    kiefermanX Well-Known Member

    Joined:
    Jan 7, 2014
    Messages:
    260
    i aint taking this
    edit: BABY COME BACK! YOU CAN BLAME IT ALLLLLL ONNNNN MEEEEEEEE!!!!
     
  5. Jennie
    Offline

    Jennie Senior Member

    Joined:
    Feb 2, 2014
    Messages:
    2,641
    IGN:
    Supermonkey000
    *Poke* bai bby xc
     
  6. PopIs_MyLife
    Offline

    PopIs_MyLife Active Member

    Joined:
    Feb 22, 2014
    Messages:
    1,011
    :heart: good luck
     
  7. salamander9o
    Offline

    salamander9o Senior Member

    Joined:
    Oct 2, 2012
    Messages:
    3,319
    Best of luck in life.
    You're amazing.
     
  8. fathercourt
    Offline

    fathercourt Senior Member

    Joined:
    Dec 7, 2013
    Messages:
    3,258
    IGN:
    fathercourt
     
  9. BobyFresh
    Offline

    BobyFresh Experienced Member

    Joined:
    Apr 2, 2014
    Messages:
    1,083
    You were such a great mod and such a great person as well. It's sad to see another member of the community leave, especially a big one. I wish you farewell, and good luck in life. :)
     
  10. Krissy
    Offline

    Krissy Stray Kids everywhere all around the world Administrator Discord Administrator Premium Premium

    Joined:
    Nov 25, 2013
    Messages:
    18,061
    Thank-you for explaining.
    Its really sad to see you go and I don't think there has been a resignation I have been this upset about. Because you were one of the active ones, the tough ones, the reasonable ones, just a great mod. You were a big part of this community and even if we have to move on, its not that same without those afternoons with akrill. :heart:
     
  11. UpsettedFizz
    Offline

    UpsettedFizz Experienced Member

    Joined:
    Feb 7, 2013
    Messages:
    1,131
    Glad you made the right choice. Good luck in life~
     
  12. Moonlight
    Offline

    Moonlight Well-Known Member

    Joined:
    Jul 22, 2013
    Messages:
    2,136
    As I have said on your profile in the next paragraph... Well I guess others can see now.
    Akrill I am really upset that you have resigned. Yet we cannot control what you do. I hope that what your future gives you will be amazing. I looked up to you the most out of all the mods. (Sorry other mods ;)). You were an inspiration to many people and I hope you have a great life in the future. I really hope you don't forget us and the whole community. Now look, I have gotten TMod and I thank you, for being an amazing SMod. Especially for being as active as you were for the past 2 years. I don't know who could have done it better. :) Well I really do hope you return one day, and whatever day that is I hope it is soon. You are always welcome to return to the forums and the game.
    I will miss you, even though you barely know me.
     
  13. MrStealYourGirl
    Offline

    MrStealYourGirl Experienced Member

    Joined:
    Mar 8, 2013
    Messages:
    2,480
    Gonna miss you buddy, good luck in life :)
     
  14. LMurph007
    Offline

    LMurph007 Experienced Member

    Joined:
    Jun 17, 2013
    Messages:
    246
    Another great mod leaves, such a shame
     
  15. Swimhornet
    Offline

    Swimhornet Experienced Member

    Joined:
    Feb 17, 2013
    Messages:
    1,009
  16. AmazingGraceGirl
    Offline

    AmazingGraceGirl Senior Member

    Joined:
    Dec 3, 2013
    Messages:
    2,820
    IGN:
    AmazingGraceGirl
    I'll miss you, Good luck in life..
     
  17. Pyhxil__
    Offline

    Pyhxil__ Banned

    Joined:
    Jan 2, 2013
    Messages:
    420
    LATA :(

    Have a nice time.
     
  18. KirbzPwnz
    Offline

    KirbzPwnz Member

    Joined:
    Jun 29, 2013
    Messages:
    46
    One of the beat staff I've ever seen..

    Good luck in life.
     
  19. iballisticbunny6
    Offline

    iballisticbunny6 Senior Member

    Joined:
    Apr 11, 2014
    Messages:
    2,356
    IGN:
    SkyDwag
    NUUU akrilli just got done with a project and i wanted to show it to you
    Well bai

    Best of luck in life,
    Bunny :heart:
     
  20. Jokata_z
    Offline

    Jokata_z Well-Known Member

    Joined:
    Jan 26, 2013
    Messages:
    278
    Goodbye, I enjoyed playing with you when we got the opportunity.
    <#
     
Thread Status:
Not open for further replies.

Share This Page