My Depression

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  1. SomeRandomGirl
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    I've been bullied since I was in 1st grade, and it got worst as I got older, I had no friends and was always alone crying.
    In 3rd grade my parents divorced and that was a huge change for me. I tried escaping school and was forced sometimes to go on my dad's days. (My depression basically started here)
    I hated my dad, He abused me for many years, emotionally and physically when my mom wasn't home. He would slap, kick, grab me from my hair, etc. But I never said anything because he threatened me.
    Then we had to go with my dad on some more days and we slept over and I cried all the time, begging him to let me go with my mom.
    I started talking with social workers, but no one believed us.
    At one point in my life I told my mom I wanted to kill myself.. it was emotional.
    Things got worst and I got suicide thoughts, ideas, etc.
    And I also got sexually abused once, I hated it, I told my mom and the man got arrested, he was my babysitters husband.
    If I went on I would never finish, this isn't very detailed, once again it would take forever, losing my hope.. thanks for reading. (And I missed a few things)
     
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    If you need inspiration just pm me.I'm sorry what you've been going through and hope things get better for you.
     
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    Thanks :)
     
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    Good luck for the future. Always believe! :)
     
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    This is so sad. I hope you have a good life right now. :) Also we are here to talk with you anytime.
     
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    Thanks :)
     
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    No one deserves to go through any of that. It isn't fair.
    If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here :heart:
     
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    Thanks for support :heart:3
     
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    Glad there is still people out in the world that care :)
     
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    I've been through a lot of things I can share my story with you just pm me and I want to help you become happy as much as I can and for sharing your story makes you very brave.
     
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    :( I'm here if you need some comfort
     
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    I would maybe run away if it was THIS bad... .-. take all my stuff, find a new family.
    I hope you feel better, I am sorry :(
     
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    Thanks guys :heart:3 Feeling the love
     
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    if he is abusing you, lock yourself in your room
     
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    He can open the door :(
     
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    I'm so sorry about this happening to you.
    I have no experience with this sort of thing, however if you ever need anyone for anything, I'm always here to chat, I'd love to be able to talk to you and make you feel better is so possible. :heart:
     
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    Thanks :heart:3
     
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    Thanks for support :heart:3
     
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    Thanks ;)
     
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