On July 31 or Augest 1, I logged into skyblock. Right then and there I was instantly verbally harassing other players. Calling people noobs, stupid, you don't know anything. A couple players asked for "hot girls kiks" and I called them "perverted." Certain players asked me to stop and I threatened to ddos the players. I also told players who kindly asked me to stop they cant make me and I don't need to listen to them. Mods has asked me to stop, I told them "I won't stop and you can't make me" I was kicked and warned 5 times before mods threatened to mute me. I told them "go ahead! Mute me. Now!" I recived a five minute mute. After my mute I began verbally harassing players again. People told me they have me no support on my app, and I continued to call them names.


Around 15 minute later. I threatened to break the economy by dropping all my rares. I dropped some items and talked with players for 20 mins, after I stopped dropping. I said "EULA will ruin this server, have fun" I was kicked saying leave. At this moments i realized that I had just ruined everything. I had made players very mad at me. I probably made many players upset. I made other players feel threatened. And I made it a hard night for the staff members.


I made this because I want to apologize for my stupid childish actions that happened. I NEVER should have done what I did tonight. I feel absolutely horrible. Lots of players asked why I was doing this. I will tell you why.
I had some family travel to see us. They came to tell us that my Uncle Troy died of lung cancer that he had been fighting for the last 5 years. Now this is where I went wrong. I was so upset and mad because I lost my uncle. I didn't think of a way to let my anger out. Instead I went on skyblock and thats when I started harassing the other players. What I should have done is stayed upstairs with my family. But I went on skyblock instead and totally had no control over what I did. I said I would ddos the players but i never would. I have been dosed before. And my family had to get a whole new internet systems because ours was destroyed. I could never ddos someone because I would never want to let what happened to my family; happen to another players family. I froot the point that. I've been in a ddos situation before, and it's not fun. So why would I do it to another player?

I now understand the damages I caused and I want to try and fix it. Most likely I won't be able to fix what I've done but I want to see if I can. I am truly sorry for actin like a complete idiot. And I'm asking if you can forgive me... I understand if you dont and I need to want your trust back, but I will do what it takes to restore the damage. Once again, I'm sorry for the trouble I caused and I'll make sure it never happens again.

And I am the only one at fault here, not a single player (except me) did anything wrong tonight. Thank you.
Kind regards,
-shadowdragon8798

 

It's great how you took the time to write this.

 

Ya because I felt awful and guilt overruled my body. I won't feel the same until I know everyone is happy again.

 

Maybe try posting this as an amnesty?

 

I'm doing that for threatening to ddos. This is just an apology.

 

Life will always give you crap. It's how you deal with it that matters

 

The outburst earlier was very very disheartening. I believe you to be a truly good person, but that explosion was completely over the top. I can only imagine what could've happened if you were a Moderator and had an outburst like that. However, this was a step in the right direction. I knew that you just needed to step back and think about what you were doing. I do sincerely hope that you recover from this. Also I offer my condolences about your Uncle. I recently had a family member pass away due to prostate cancer at too young an age. I know your pain and offer my sympathy.

 

Thank you. My actions were immature and I promise it won't happen again.

 

When my Aunt died from the big C I felt like killing some one, the rage in my body completely overpowered me and the next day I swore at my teachers and got into a fight but you know that was wrong and so did I, but the teachers understood the situation and hopefully the mods will too.I know how you feel. :/

 

This has upset me very bad, as I wouldn't have seen you capable of this. However, I forgive you.

 

ew Shadow
You know ily bae

 

I wasn't on at this point, but everyone makes their mistakes, and I have depression, etc, when I'm angry (if something really bad has happened) I get a pillow and beat it with a bamboo stick and imagine that the pillow is my hate.

 

I understand.
Once after a family member died I went to school the next day, someone annoyed me and I beat them up so they couldn't breathe properly for a week. The worst thing is that he was supposed to be my friend. I guess that has ruined my school record for life.
Don't worry about it, most people will forgive you.

 

Aww Shadow...

Its ok. I know how it feels to lose someone, and it doesnt feel just that great. The way how I let out anger is getting my pillow and smashing the wall with it. After about 15-20 minutes, I will be myself again. Dont worry shadow, we will always forgive you.

 

Shadow I know that you are a great person. Even though we don't actually know each other. Because you help others you help others by telling them what not to do and things to help them. I understand the pain of losing a family member, but always remember its going to get better. I understand the actions you made today/yesterday were well not you. Therefore you are forgiven.

 

*claps* Class act

 

Tip : When You Have a Bad Day Just do /msg (Your own name) then say what ever you want to say to yourself...

 

Tried that. Social spying mods wont agree with you.

 

... this is like the government in a way...