80% support!
You seem like you are nice and that but I never see you online much and when you are you don't rly talk or anything.

 

Some people PM me but I only really try to reply when people ask for help. Most of the time I'm busy trying to finish a project I started a long time ago but can't now cause of /fly being gone.

 

Ok so I also try and help if someone PM's me so I understand

90% Support

 

You left us without a reason and we just can’t put so much trust on you for you to just not be online for a couple of months and then to apply again when you got demoted. You have been quite inactive too since you’ve applied on both platforms.
Sorry CJ, but I’m going Neutral leaning to no support.

 

Reason is up there Dough. I couldn't post on it cause I had no way of knowing what was going to happen. It's in there if you read. I was in a group home for a year just about just taken and we had no way of using internet while there so :T

Sorry for being like that.

 

Animals cant be mods

 

I had a lot going on (Reason why I tried to just not talk) But realize that's just who I am. If you can't handle it I have to say get over it because not everyone likes to deal with people trolling and being dumb. That's why I just do what is needed. I had fun being a mod most of the time, but dealing with trolls, most I can do is pretend they aren't there since we can't ignore people so.

It's not a big deal with me being bratty. It's not bratty I'd use though it's the female dog word. But we won't get into that topic XD

Anyways cool ig. Thanks.

And fyi I didn't do that :T
The few things I did get from that was me not being able to be donor and that was because they did it to piss me off (Troll). I wasn't that bad but like I say, opinions are opinions.

I think I still act the same, I acted like anyone, and had fun. Most I'd say was a bit flamboyant due to being a greenie and mod and so many were either hating due to it, or super happy that I was showing off what a non donor can do. That's just me though. I was super happy for what I had done and wouldn't mind going on from here, but here I am.

 

Well.. I will go neutral after from what I heard from krissy. Sorry :/

 

Well if you really see it that way. Sean did it because he didn't like me. It still is the same and I had permission from Cyp already but he wanted to continue himself. But the donor thing was because they knew I said no and then did it to piss me off, then on top of that it's because I have a mindset to just not be donor. It's not that big of a deal to not be one over being one. That shouldn't really something I HAVE to move on from when it isn't something I want and could be easily taken away.

 

You’re nice but I’m my experience of knowing you and being on the staff team with you I don’t really feel you’d be a great fit. While you were on the team there was a lot of drama revolving around your attitude and your stubbornness. You literally tried to talk smack about me while I was in the same channel as you without realizing it, You threw a fit over a picture that literally exposed the butt and your “penmen ship error” to everyone. If I or any of the other older players were put off by the photo how do you think younger children would’ve felt? And yet you still persisted on keeping it. Granted you did end up fixing it, it took a lot more effort than it should’ve, and finally you literally refused to go in game to do your job just because someone had gone and bought you donor. You were so reliant on you being a greenie mod that you legit threw a tantrum (I don’t even understand why you feel being a greenie mod was so cool?? Lots of mods were greenies too so lol). You got demoted like twice(?) for your attitude but then you literally just said a sap story about how your life is rough (and I get it you go through stuff and it’s shitty but other people go through s*** too. Trauma doesn’t and shouldn’t justify bad behaviour) and got repromoted. Even now you’re constantly posting about how you did this and that for the team, when in all honesty it was mainly Ginger, and about how your life is sucky. People don’t come on here to feel upset by your situations, I have sympathy for you but there’s a line between simply explaining your situation and looking for sympathy and attention.

I’m not one to rely on past encounters to define the present person but from seeing you posting around, it seems as though you haven’t changed one bit. Now I understand that you will most likely take this to offence but trust me, I don’t mean to be offensive and mean, I’m merely voicing my thoughts. It’s a no support from me. You don’t even seem to be showing any regret for your past actions. If how you acted is simply “you” then “you” don’t deserve a spot on the team.

Gosh that sounded so mean, anyway on a different note, I’d be happy to talk sometime and catch up (if this post doesn’t ruin whatever shred of possible friendship or aquintanceship we could’ve had). Hope your life takes a turn for the better!

 

It's whatever Jennie. As I said I've heard it all, but think of it this way. Being like 15 or so when being mod is kinda for some not the best time. I was a cringy kid and still am grant it, but I don't cuss people out and still have best interests in mind. Little things bother me.

The whole picture thing was because Cyp himself said it was OK and then Tanner decided to continue to pester me to remove it, then after all that still kept it, the only reason it is like it is now is it is a new picture and that is how it got cropped.

Being a greenie mod was a beacon for some and I enjoyed having that attitude. I got a lot of good stuff from people who wanted to be mod but felt down cause they didn't have the ability to donate or hadn't yet and wanted mod. A lot of them stopped trying till I was a mod and showed what a non donor can do with hard work.

And don't get started with the whole trauma thing you really don't know the jist of it. And it's better I don't go into it because of some of the stuff. I, as a teenager still and was, messed up very little but the things I did to to, to me, are major and can't be changed. Things happened to me and I did things that effected me. Overall, it's a reason, but I should not have taken it out on others. But when you have nobody it tends to happen that way.

This whole thing just pisses me off. I was explaining my situation because a lot of mods/people thought I just quit or went to do other things. I didn't. I was trying to clear that up because I really wouldn't think that you would expect someone to just leave for almost a year and nobody heard from them at all. Not even outside of game. I legit couldn't do anything to INFORM you guys, but here I am.

I really do think that with your side of me, I think that you should also consider the things I tried to do for the better. This is only the bad side and even then it all revolved around an aspect that I have in my mod app as a bad trait. I don't like dealing with people that can't listen.
"I've tended to become annoyed with people who turn around after being asked to do something and not doing it, going to listen to someone else and listening when they ask. I do also have issues with people who are ignorant and just plain trying to cause issues. " The exact line.

But I digress. I didn't have to apply again but I did enjoy this server and enjoyed the team for the most part. Some of us had differences but Jennie you and I both know that we had good times.
Even Rob stopped hating me after I had become mod and he kinda got to really know me.

Don't really know what else to say. So. Hope this kinda helps you Jennie.

 

Also this whole thing just wanted to enlighten on, but I'm in a tough spot. If you want the whole story when I turn 18 I'm legit gonna have to make ends meet somehow to pay for an apartment that I don't have money for. This will happen in July. I've gotten my job and trying my best to make money, but I can only do so much with my pay. I won't be able to live alone I know this much and I'm trying to figure out who to get as a roomate and how it'll all work out so this is really a legit reason. I didn't want to go into detail but you seem to be really thinking that I want attention. I really just want you guys to know why I may not be on fully right now. It isn't easy juggling a job, a good amount of sleep, and some time for a few friends. This whole mod thing I want still but this will be better for me in July because I'll have time unlike right now I hope. But in the end I don't even know.

I really don't expect a lot but always have stuff comming up. In the end I feel that best case is I have time, and the worse case is I can't have time at all for things like this. So....yea.

 

I really wish you good luck with all of that, it's a lot to manage. You say that you don't really have the time that you would need to be an active moderator, and I understand that, but we really do need active moderators. I'm going to put my status at neutral, just as I don't see you on regularly, and because of what I've seen from other player's comments. I really wish you the best with everything that is going on for you. Good luck, CJ. :3

 

Seeing and understanding in what situation you are I don’t think becoming a Moderator on a Minecraft Server should be a priority.

 

It is but isn't. I'm more of someone that would be find as a manager of some sort to help things. I may not be going to be fully active in game, but I would be able to for sure check up on reports, reports on mods, and just trying to make sure the team is running smoothly.

 

Of course this is understandable but after losing lots of staff members we really need active staff.

 

So you are applying just for the Prefix [Mod]? Again, becoming a Moderator shouldn’t be a priority for you.