When I saw your post I was like, "Who the hell is Selena Gomez" I googled her and I will never regret it : D I can see why you have a crush on selena
I used to remember when I was in sixth grade I was walking through this alley with my friend at school, I saw this girl I known from one of my classes. She was with this guy, who was taller than her and they started hugging and kissing each other. At that time I thought it was weird xD. What's also even weirder is that the girl was like f****ng 14 years old and was a sixth grader like wtf? But then couple years ago one of my same friends who goes to the same high school as me told me that those two had kissed and made out and wanted to do the "thing". Now that I think about it, I think its weird that a 14 year old girl who is a sixth grader is making out with a 11-12 year old guy who is also a sixth grader but taller than the girl.
Cutest girls ever, still ongoing. I've met her while she was coming to visit me from Hungary. She was with us for 2 days until she continued her trip to London. Stayed there 2 weeks came back and was here for another 2 days. After we had the probably best time of my life she went back to Hungary and left a 1100km long distance between her and me. We were chatting calling every day, until our friendship faded. She met another guy, and since I couldn't fulfil the role as a bf cause I am living too far away, they formed a relationship. I am fighting against the feelings still, I luckily didn't become depressive. Bad mood is there at times, but I didn't fall into that suicidal void thank god. I'll fight til the end for her. Forever.
I hope you can find a girl who will love you. Long distance relationships are difficult to manage because she has her own life and you do also. She probably found a new person in her life, which you may not know. Plus meeting each other 1000+ miles apart is difficult. Long distance relationships are not worth it imo, instead being good friends is probably better and hopefully, if you can, you can move back to where she lives
Never got friendzoned harder.. We are best friends she knows I'm having a crush on her and she still tries to hold on.
I told her multiple times that even the friendship won't work cause I'd need to forget her. She told me that she's never wanted to lose me and that she will stay beside my side forever. I guess, I'd feel worse without her than with her.