This is something I was putting off writing because I didn't know how to word it. I guess I will try my best. 2017. A new year comes new challenges and things to face. I am no stranger to struggling. Born into a poor family and struggling since I could remember. Then along the way dealing with anxiety, depression, self harm and numerous suicide attempts there is always an obstacle to feeling happiness that others tell you that you should be feeling. When you feel like your life is together but it falls apart just as fast, sometimes you lose hope. And trust me I have been given moments of joy only to be kicked in the metaphorical nuts. Most recently, I experienced a loss which I haven't yet been able to recover from. In short he was a stranger who took me in and made me feel like I had an extended family; something I never considered I had. Supporting us and remembering our birthdays and on Christmas. I wish I could have talked to him one last time. The worst part is not being able to go to his funeral because the circumstances we met were not exactly normal. What is the bloody point? 2017 and people have said i've changed. And I want to let you know that yes. I have changed. This whole situation has shook me and along with everything else coping is very hard to do. Change can be a hard thing. Adapting to things a challenge. Sometimes people change because life gives them no choice. If people think i've gone way off the deep end, I probably wouldn't blame you. I drink far more than I care to admit. Shout out to the ones who want me demoted *mwah kisses* What is my future like on the staff team? This isn't a goodbye. This thread explains why I have been less tolerant, less attentive and less productive. I haven't given myself a break. I wore myself out again. It puts me in terrible moods. I cry more frequently and my anxiety kicks in by just thinking. In other words guys this is basically my way of saying I need understanding. That whether or not you like me or not I do care for this community and try my best. I don't want compliments, pity and reassurance. I just want to clear this up for worried people. You never know when someone will be ripped away from you. You never know when good things will end. So in the most cliche way possible, please don't take each other for granted. peace.
R.I.P. Stranger who helped Krissy and her poor family he will be missed Im here for you Krissy If you need help on ANYTHING (but pre-calc ) I'll be glad to give you hand
Just know that I'm always here for you hun. I know I don't know the circumstances, but I sort of know where you're coming from. Some of the same struggles.. Just keep your head up. Things will get better. We have to keep telling ourselves that. Can't be down forever, ya' know? Ily
I'm sorry for you losing someone dear to you.. :c I've been where you're at & it's not a great feeling at all.. Feel free to message me whenever you're feeling down about yourself or over certain issues you may be going through irl. I would love to have a chat with you & try to cheer you up in anyway possible. Feel better Krissy c:
So sorry for you loss to someone means the world (if so) to you. I lost my grandma when I was 7 and she was very nice and meant the world to me. You just never know when a person's gonna die. That's life D: Good luck in life, Krissy and try staying more positive And your thread almost made me cry cause I had Jazz music on that my friend gave me the link to see.
that was deep. it's crazy how many people are here for you, and honestly you been through so much and if i was in your position i wouldn't be able to handle it and you're a very positive person with a amazing personality and you're more of a stronger person then me tbh. Your that kind of person who can deal with situations with no problem, and i like to say i hope you feel better soon. but remember there are so many people here for you and me,myself i haven't got as much as you :3
I'm sorry for your loss and I sorta feel for your struggle, although we all have Problems but since the Problems are so unique to each one it is Pointless to pinpoint concrete advices, set aside through a block game Forums. Speaking of it: I could be terribly wrong, but the fact that you put this here sorta tells me that you may rely on and relate a bit too much to this community. From what I know about you (which is ridiculously Little I must admit), you might feel a bit too much responsible for this community, when you should not. What I'm trying to say: take a break from here and take time to fix your real life. Here is not where you will find happiness. Here is only distraction. Online friends can't help you much, if ever. If the community will miss you is nothing you should care about. In one year I've seen many mods take breaks. You on the opposite are just too much and too consistently active than it could be healthy to you or anyone in your Situation. It should at least be a "see you later"
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Thank-you everyone for your kind words As for this I was on my phone and i'm a little tipsy but I can answer this. People have told me to quit, take a break and lay off minecraft. And in some way I do. I've gone out more and played other games. But I guess everyone has their reasons to be here. Mine was an escape from some really messed up things and the fact I had no one at all irl to relate to. I guess I feel some sense of fulfillment in the community. I have no one irl anyway. Leaving would only make me feel so isolated.
It's ok, were there for you. I'm going through similar things right now, so I haven't been as active as well. Do whatever you need to that will make you feel better, and I mean ANYTHING. Even if you don't want to, one of the best choices right now is to go see a therapist. Just remember, we all love you, and we wish the absolute best for you (Actually crying rn).
As I have told you before, I am here for you as well. I know what struggling is like as well, I have been through a lot of it during the past 4, almost 5 years of my life. You will be fine krissy, and you are an amazing person.
Love you Krissy, you always know you can talk to me if you need someone, okay? Just remember health and your real life always comes first. I hope you get better soon.
