aww omg i'm so sorry for loss she's in a better place now called hamster heaven :3 it must be very hard for you I know how it feels
I lost a hamster before too, he was black and white I named him Moo Moo. xD also this hamster low-key looks like Nocturnish.
I've never had hamsters before but I've had gerbils which are the cutest little things that had so freaking many babies and bread so fast and bread with their kids... But I've had lots of them die over the years and it's very hard.