Sometimes I think about what the hell I'm living Sometimes I think about wether my life is already gone Sometimes I think about if I should just end it Or if I should keep fighting on Sometimes I wonder about the future Sometimes I wonder if it's all just a trick Because when I lay in the hospital bed Life has gone by so quick What if life is just an illusion What if my senses have always deceived me I won't be able to escape my mind I will never become free What if all I believed doesn't exist What if religion is just a lie All I know is that someday in the future I will be saying goodbye When I grow old I will probably forget All of these good times I've spent This isn't just a game This is an existential crisis "Reality is an illusion and the universe is a hologram" - Bill Cipher