Actions do speak louder than words, but I'm sorry. I've been so ignorant and rude. I've been a twit. It's hard to believe how I'm still a toxic user, despite people seeing change in me. I've always known my change wouldn't last long, and I knew I'd never change. I changed my in game name, so when I used the Skywars, or Economy IP, it assumes I'm trying to get to .Net despite being banned there. I deserve not being able to go onto .Org and Skywars because of a .Net ban. I was a repeat offender. Moving on to me being myself in general. I just wanted attention, and I got it. I realized the attention I was getting was negative attention. You might not think I mean any of this, but I know the true personality of myself. I'm a monster. I can't believe how much damage I've done. I can't believe I could have just been a mature person who actually gets along with most of the community, like everyone else. I brought all this upon myself and I cannot believe who I've turned into. I had many chances, but it was too late, I'm sorry. Thanks for reading. I'm so ashamed of what I've done. You all know who you are, if I've ever hurt you, or caused damage that effected you. Edit - Some apologies. Nocturnish if I could have anything to do with you, it'd be a pleasant conversation. I've been rude to you, we were both in the wrong. Zeverious I'm sorry I joined the bandwagon and called you Bub. Whether it's true or not, I'm sorry about it. ChibiBerry - I don't hate you. I was very salty. I know I acted happy when you got demoted but now I'm shocked at what happened. I treated you like craps because I thought you hated me.
Everyone has something in that that causes them to go negative. In the short time I had to speak to you personally, I was able to learn a few things, that I'll leave confidential here. Through this classified material, I was more understanding of who you are, and that's how it is. Sure you've done some negative, but you've done positive as well. Learn from these actions and move forth to a better you, no matter where you go. I know this is the Internet, and being all deep and stuff seems stupid, but use this as an example for the future you. When you see the damages you're starting always reflect on this and remember you CAN heal and be a better person. I believe in you, old sport!
I don't mind people knowing, as long as I'm the one to tell them. What exactly have I done to make a positive impact, besides being Stel's endless fountain of entertainment in 2015? ILY though.
You can't define yourself a "monster" for breaking a few in-game rules. In the end, it's a game server, not an irl job. Everyone can change, everyone used to be more immature than now. If someone is truly sorry, then he should be given another chance. I'm sure that you haven't done anything that unforgivable
