Umm... well as I'm sure that some of y'all know, I have a brain tumor that is growing quite quickly. I found out six months ago that I would not live past 2020. I was expected to live until 2019. The doctors said that because of where it was in my brain they could not remove it or even treat it. Since then I have been constantly on pain meds with frequent trips to the doctor. As of last Saturday the doctors have been prepping for a very risky surgery to perform on me. They found a quite dangerous method to remove the tumor. I also have a sickness that makes some of my neuro-pathways slowly die. The doctors say that they can try to artificially fix or pseudo-repair some of the neuro-pathways during the surgery. I went into the first surgery on Monday. It lasted for about 13 hours. The second surgery was significantly dangerous as it was in the white matter of my brain. Something went wrong in the surgery causing my brain to mix up my left and right side. For example, I will reach to pick up an object with my right hand but my left hand will swing up instead. I've just finished the third surgery to repair that. I will be going into the fourth and last surgery three hours from the time that I post this. It is likely that I will die as this is a more extensive surgery and also in the white matter. I just wanted to make this thread to let you all know what has been going on and do say goodbye just in case I never speak to any of y'all again. I just want to say that I have very much so enjoyed playing on the skyblock servers (I play more on .org than .net. Not for any particular reason. I just do.) with all of the great people on the servers. It is a great community and I really hope that it grows exponentially.

Special thanks (Just in case) to:

photor320-You were the first person that ever spoke to me on skyblock... You mean a lot to me even though we never REALLY got to know each other. You became a good friend of mine. I'll definitely always remember you.

sega_inc-You're a really good mod and a great, funny guy. You really motivate and inspire me when I'm on the server and are very supportive of all (legal) endeavors. Best of wishes you you!

mistyT25-I don't really know you very well nor you, I. But there is a lot that you influence that I don't think that you realize. You really changed my skyblock experience for the better.

GeoSkye-

FlameLibra_135-You're a very cool guy and you greet me (and everyone else) when they come online. Keep it up. It's a nice thing to see.

HaydenBoi-Although you may seem unhappy sometimes you really brighten my day when you come online. You're a really funny, personable guy and you make the server better.

Cyp-Just for owning a beast server and being a chill owner

Aaannndd to photor320-You were the first person that ever spoke to me on skyblock... You mean a lot to me even though we never REALLY got to know each other. You became a good friend of mine. I'll definitely always remember you.

I really hope that I live! See you all soon.

 

Goodluck.

 

i hope u live too, man. If you die, always remember that there are peeps that love u on this earth, whether you know them irl or not. i may not know your real name or how u look like, but i care. i hope that i can say the same for the rest of the community. Best of Luck. C u soon.

 

We will all miss you Sterling, just hoping for the best. Love you my brother

 

Sterling don't make me cry

All in all, good luck, and I will always miss you if this turns for the worst
And just in case I don't get another chance to say anything, Goodbye Sterling.

See you soon Robert

 

You'll be fine, Sterling. Don't worry. You're very brave. Good luck

 

Augh ;-; Seriously hope you make it through this, but in the extraordinarily sad case in which you may not, we'll remember you for long times to come Sterling. Good luck.

 

Dude OMG.

Good luck. :S

 

Aww, Sterling.
Good luck, and prayers that all goes well for you.

 

Sterling, I really wish the best of luck for you. Please, stay strong.

 

I bid you the best of luck my dude. Stay strong, you've got this.

 

Thoughts and prayers going toward you, don't give up good sir.

 

Oh my God :-: good luck

 

Wow.. This must be incredibly hard for you and your family. I wish you the best of luck, good luck!

 

I cried while reading this. I wish you the best. Stay strong. ❤️

 

My prayers are with you.

 

This made me cry, Sterling I wish you the best of luck, I hope you push through

 

I don't know you but this is very sad... Hopes and prayers to you and your family