uhhhh.... it feels more this should be in off topic or discussions if you read it more or less asking people why they think they should be one and if people can teach him how
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I've seen you on Skywars, and sorry but I don't think you'd be a good mod, also try to follow the format and explain each answer. No support but good luck.