Dew I know what it's like when you start to feel something amazing it feels great right.... but when you lose it you don't know what to do anymore until you feel something great again and even though your feeling something amazing your still gonna want what amazed you first and I believe that second chances are always a possibility you are a really good person and you were a great moderator and I don't see why they wouldn't take you back just know dew that I'm here for you unlike some people She is one of the best people I have ever met and I hate to see her sad now it's not right as well that so many people are making fun of her and saying she should of gotten demoted when really she shouldn't have she said some mean things that she wishes she can take back but she can't now maybe she will get a second she does deserve one.
Dew, I saw some terrible things said, some things happen that u shouldn't have to have been out through. But you over came it all. I still blame myself in a way. So I'm sorry .-.
As I have said before.. None of this was anyone's fault. It was mine, and mine only. No need to apologize..