Awww so sweet of you for asking <3 Bad. How are you today?

I'm good.

... bad? That's now allowed you know. Now I need to cheer you up apparently. >.> If it wasn't so late I'd take a pic of me wearing my bunny ears and send it to you. What's making it bad dear?

I'm glad you're good =D

I'm just having my normal bulimia issues, nothing out of the ordinary, but when it gets combined with my lactose intolerance issues...bad things happen xD

Of course I'm good, did you not see the part about having bunny ears? :O

Oh dear... that sounds... bad, yes. <3 You know, I'm always around to talk if you need it. And I know ALL the best dairy substitutes too.

Lol couldn't help it...had to eat that fried mozzarella

Oh gawsh, I know that feel. >.> Wait, can you have goat cheese? Goat mozzarella sticks are the best, although the only recipe I know is with coconut flour.

Goat cheese gives me the runs too...

Ah, that's too bad. Well, I suppose there's also soy cheese. Although I've never been much for it myself. XD

I think eating cheese is fine I guess being bulimic already makes me puke, so why not puke more?

;-; Because being bulimic is bad dear. <3

I know...I can't help it thought ='( My parents are afraid that I am anorexic and they force food down my throat until I can't take anymore...I then puke it all up *sigh* it happens everyday and if I don't eat a crap ton of food at school I get yelled at

Oh dear. It sounds like you need to have a talk with them about the difference between quality and quantity. As long as you're getting all the nutrients and calories you need, you're doing it right. <3 Maybe talking to them and making some kind of a meal plan would help? So they know that you're getting enough to eat without getting too much?

I don't want them to know I'm bulimic....they don't even know that I'm bipolar....went to the school specialist and she promised not to tell anyone, not even my parents, before I started speaking with her about these issues.

Does the specialist know about your bulimia? That would probably be a good thing. And I know how it is not wanting people to know what's going on.... I spend a lot of time hiding what's going on in my head. But if you don't reach out to people, how can they help? And how can they be there for you?

I don't know...almost everyone knows except for my parents. They are the only ones that don't know pretty much.

Why don't you want to tell them?

They get mad at me about everything....and I mean everything....even the stupidest things

Mm, some parents are afraid to let their kids make mistakes. So when they do make mistakes, they over react. It's quite possible that they get mad because they feel like they should have stopped you from making a mistake in the first place, or like they should have done something better to help.

:3 If I start losing even more weight from it then I'll tell them....

<3 It's not just about the weight. Making yourself sick is really hard on your body. Especially your throat and teeth. If not your parents, talk to that school person. <3 I'll have you in my thoughts dear. *sends you some love*

Aww thanke <3 You're the nicest person I know Irl and Mc <3

D'aw. Thanks. <3

Now, hopefully you're doing at least a little better?

Any other night, I would stay up to make sure you're okay. However, tomorrow I've got a busy day and I really need to sleep now. Night dear. <3

I'll check in, in the morning. <3 Hope you're feeling better.

Goodnight <3 I need at least try for some sleep soon too =)

Well, I hope you slept well. <3 Today will be a better day.

Do you have skype? I need to speak with you about something if you do....

I'll pm you.