I think I deserve a bump it's been a while c;

 

Agreed

 

Dewy, it's over. You and I both know it. I hate to accept it, but I think you should move on. School is more important.

 

Excuse me if I sound rude.
Why do you say that? Mods have been repromoted numerous times. Is it something between you and her?

 

Okay listen here, I never will give up, for great things take time. If I don't get promoted then I don't, because I can accept failure, but I cannot accept not trying. I push myself each am every day. To make sure that I can push my limits. Don't sit here and say I'm not going to get it. That's a full biased comment. You never know, I mean that's the whole point of not giving up, right?

 

You're reapplying to fast. It's like you don't even understand you got demoted.

 

I do know why I was demoted. I regret what I said. I am ashamed of it. Also I wouldn't say two fast since it's been a month already since my demotion.

 

You made this application two weeks after being unbanned. That's way to fast to be reapplying. You're making it seems like you don't give one - about why you were demoted, but you only care for mod. If you were very ashamed and knew what you did, you'd know not to reapply nearly as soon as possible.
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From my view, you're applying again way to fast, and in my eyes you don't care for what you did, you only want mod.

No Support.

 

See, you are only making the assumption that I don't care about what I said. No, I still feel the guilt, and I stil feel ashamed. I personally apologized to Merks.

I re-applied so quickly is because I love moderating. I loved helping. I still do. I might not have the prefix anymore but I still do what I can. Whether you feel that I don't honestly care about what I said, that it all blew over. I didn't and I am reminded of how much I lost each day I log onto the server. I know what I said, and I know it was wrong. Don't mistake me re-applying for not caring about what I said. Because I do care very much. I wish I could take it all back, but I cannot. It was a mistake I made, and a mistake that I've learned from.

 

Support!

• Active ~ Youre very active on forums and in-game.
• Helpful ~ Whenever im on i see you helping everyone you can get to.
• Kind ~ Dew youre over all just a nice and kind person that will do anything for anyone.
• Determined ~ I know you as a person who never quits when you have a task.
• Moderating ~ You were always a great moderator and i think you can recover from your mistake and be that great moderator we used to have!

~Thanks!
DurpehMuds

 

This^^^

 

Thank you, I love seeing supports that are well detailed.

 

I am requesting this to be locked, I realised that it was to soon to post this. I need to think more about what I've done. Please and thank you.

 

Thread Locked on request.
If you disagree to this action, please report this post, and a moderator or administrator will reconsider it.

Kind regards,
The Staff

 

Unlocked on request.

 

I will be adding things into this, and informing you all on some more things. I just wanted to say why I had this locked. I locked this because I needed to think about what I had done more. I realized that what I have done was 100% wrong. I will have to live with the guilt of what I had said. I regret saying what I said, but I need to stop holding on to what was done in the past and get ready to grab for what's in my future. I am ready to start again with this, and I know things will get better. Like I always say; Great things take time.

 

I know, I am trying my best to work on being more active. Depression is honestly kicking my a**. Everyday I try to become a little bit stronger and I always try to help more. You know how it feels, because I know you can relate to me with my situation. You're absolutely right. That's the thing. I trust that I will get better with all of this, thank you Krissy.

Edit: Also, about the time it was locked. I realized what I said was wrong, I really have, and I know that in time that I will have to learn to forgive myself. Right now I am not going to keep my app locked because others feel like I haven't learned my lesson. I know what I did was wrong, and I have to live with it, not anyone else.