I said it here before, but my crush here is iPod. IRL I have this girl that I reeaally like. I wont say her name, but she is the most beautiful person ever and she has the biggest heart and her smile tells that everytime. My love for her started when I was twelve which is two and a half years ago. Everytime I saw her I got butterflies and it was hard to say anything that made sense. Well a year ago we were both at a party and I decided to tell her that I reeaaally liked her. I did know that she did not like me, but I did not want to keep my feelings in so I decided to tell her. Well she answered politely but clearly that she was not ready to date or do that kind of stuff yet. I was a little crushed I must say. We are friends now and we dont see that often, but I do still like her and somehow I have not given up yet. Few of my friends have laughed at me for not giving up, even though its clear that she does not have feelings for me but it just gives me more power to keep on. I cant really do anything about anything in this situation but wait. I know that it is a little stupid to tell everything to the interwebs, buuut I did not tell anything too personal here so I am alright.
heh Also, I shared your problem for a time. I had a big crush on this girl for a time, and we were beginning to develop a friendship, but my bestfriend (not anymore) told her I liked her. That's when all activity stopped. I didn't speak to her for a year, not for lack of trying, and for four years after the incident, I continued to like her. My crush ended during Valentine's Day last year. I figured it was time to either move in or move on. (You like that? I came up with that on the spot xD) Of course she declined when I asked her to be my valentine, and I was expecting it, but it finally gave me closure and allowed my mind to be put to rest. I'd also like to share a John Green quote here: “You like someone who can't like you back because unrequited love can be survived in a way that once-requited love cannot. ”
That could have been from a movie Yeah, I know that I should move on, but I dont want to move on to nothing. I want to find someone, who is crushworthy, if that makes any sense.
I know exactly how you feel, but things will happen, and you'll wonder why, but the universe is a weird place.
