My story- Dewmellon

-My story, for not many of you know it, or really care to know it. I am tired of being judged. Many of others are just judging a book by it's cover. I need to tell this, and let you guys know my story, so that maybe all the bullying will stop...

-I was born with Asthma, it was so bad that I spent most of my life in the hospital. When I was 3 I was in the hospitial for pneumonia. That is when they decided to put me on a clinical steroid to open up my lungs, and make them stronger. When I was 5 I was back in the hospital again for pneumonia. I was still taking the clinical steroid. Each time I got pneumonia I was in there for about 2-3 months, as I got older the time lessened. I still till this day have scars on my lungs from pneumonia. I didn't like living my life in the hospital. I hardly ever went to school. I was always sick with bronchitis, and even that would send me to the hospital. In total I've had pneumonia 4 times. Pneumonia is extreamly deadly, I think back and realize that I almost lost my life 4 times.

-This is something I've only shared with a few others, and It's very personal and dear to my heart. I hope it opens most of your eyes. Due to being in the hospital and taking the Clinical steroid, it makes you gain weight. I couldn't just stop taking it, it was the only thing keeping me alive. When I was 12 I was able to stop taking the medicine, by then I weighed 250 pounds. I was bullied everyday. I would go home in tears, with bruises, and scratches. Others would push me down at school. They'd tell me things like how someone as fat as me shouldn't be alive. That why would God put someone like me here. It hurt knowing others didn't and would never know my story.
When I started 8th grade, I started to lose weight. I was doing things to push my limits. I joined the Volley Ball team. I got kicked from it, I was told that I was to big to be on the team. I was discriminated for my size. The sad thing I still am till this day.
I have scars on my left arm. I let bullies get to me. I was broken. I was never able to fully realise that it doesn't matter what others have to say about me, or even think about me. Most others think that I am fat because I want to be or because I force myself to eat. Well, I can say that they're wrong.
I'm starting to see and hear more people by the day talk about me more and more. It hurts hearing things like this. I was on teamspeak, and someone (not giving their name) said that oh, you don't sound how you look, and I asked him what he meant, he said when you'd talk you'd think you'd hear a whale. Yeah, I was speechless. I was crying, and that is what made me create this.
Everyone has a story, I can promise you that. We all have scars that we regret, and flaws that we have to deal with. It doesn't give anyone the right to go around and pointing them out, becuase words do hurt, whether they're typed or spoken. They will always hurt. I'm changing my life, slowly but surely fixing what should of been fixed a while ago.

-I created this to let you guys know my story. I feel that I shouldn't be ashamed anymore. That I accept who I am, and If you cannot accept who I am, that is your problem, not mine. Thanks for taking the time and reading.. I love you guys~

~Dewy

 

I am more than happy that you're alive DewDew

 

Inspirational c:

 

I am glad to be alive, and my life keeps getting better each day. With the people I talk with and get to know each and everyday. I know better now then to let others bring me down.

 

You. Are. Fabulous. I love you.

 

Dewmellon you are a very strong individual, very nice and inspirational you don't deserve what you have been through but it had made you who you are a loveable person the forum and your family loves. No one can take anything away from you and I'm glad your alive and still here. I'd you need anything pm me I'm here for you

 

Thank you two~

 

Awww, I'm just glad you're here now, you're truly amazing and I love you xD

 

*Reads one word* "Best seller, recommended for everyone to read #1 bestseller" -The Wall Street Journal

 

Stay Strong Dew

 

Thank you for sharing your story. Just remember that it will get better, its always does. Stay strong, we're all here for you.

 

I know, staying strong is what I have to do~

 

Do not worry, Your appearance means nothing. Your personality is what makes you who you are, and you are a great person. Others can only hurt you if you let them.

Stay strong.

 

Awwww Dewy... we all love you here and those bullies need a kick up their butts because they clearly don't see the beauty inside people. We urlllll lurrrvvvv youuuu 3

 

Thank you

 

I have extreme anger issues and panic attacks that trigger suicidal ideas + this little disease that almost killed me called asthma, so yeah. I have to say that you have it much harder than me, and that has made you a very strong person. You are one of the strongest people for having to go through that and surviving. You should start writing, it helps me sometimes, do poetry or write short stories or maybe a biography. I used to think you had a perfectly fine, happy life. You proved me wrong. I have to say this one more time that you are such a strong, enduring person. I hope you find happiness and peacefulness one day and carry on a happy life.

Stay Strong!
-Luv from Rockerz

 

:') Thank you Rockerz

 

No problem. 333

 

-I was bullied everyday. I would go home in tears, with bruises, and scratches. Others would push me down at school. They'd tell me things like how someone as fat as me shouldn't be alive. That why would God put someone like me here. -->
This part makes me cry :baw That people would say that you don't deserve to live on this planet is just awefull.
If some people don't deserve to live they are, if some people don't deserve to put here by god THEY are! NOT you.

Bulliers bully because they fell bad them selfs (most of the time) and then they going to bully some one else to feel better their selves. And that's why its strange, they would know how it feels like, but apperantly they don't:baw
Ignore them, please, pay attention to what feels good to you, like skyblock.net Then i hope that you feel better

Ps: if i was on that school where you were, i would have kicked them bulliers buts

Dew, I luv yuw, and the whole server/forums/community dew.

~Jimmeh

btw: if u could give unlimited ratings, i would have the server get lagged of Milions of friendly and winners smileys