As Promised

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So I am guessing you all know by now that I resigned. I feel obliged to give a short explanation why as a lot of you took the time to wish me well for the future.

When I took my break and was banned for a week I was going to resign but I didn't want to let Cyp or the server down, so I stayed on. I was okay for a bit after feeling renewed, especially taking on org. However gradually things started declining with my depression hitting me upside the head with the things I had irl to sort out not sorting out fast enough and I felt it a chore to get on the server. Hiding out on Org was working fine until I realised that even there I felt this pressure and it was getting to me.
I needed to consider my studies and above all else, my health before taking on the servers.

The reason I stayed moderator on mineverse was because the pressure I felt here was because of being so well known, and not wanting to disappoint the community. Not that I dont care about the MV community, but I don't have that same "fame". So I can still assist mineverse as a mod more effectively than here.

At some point down the track, a month or two perhaps or as long as things improve I may be back if I am welcome.

I will just take the time now to say to anyone who did look up to me, thought I was a great mod, or people who respected me a huge thank-you. I never felt like anything I would do could actually inspire people and in typical me fashion, I just felt like a normal s-mod doing my job, helping the server and more.
Im just going to tag Lycel as its now customary in my threads to do so.
Thanks to the staff team for putting up with me, for those I have worked with past and present. You will see me around the place as usual, and will resume to moderating without my rank.
Peace,
Krissy~

 

No tears

If cyp lets me back

 

Love you all

 

You have a new one and didn't give me it but you have mine