:c Sorry about your losses.
Things will get better, I can promise you. I've had a vaguely similar experience, I've tried to kill myself before. I don't really know what to say here, as I never went or hopefully will not go for help, you just don't want to make a fuss. On the religious side, I can't help here as I'm not very good at religious-related support, but LimeCoconutShake is great, and she can help. We're all here for you if you need us

 

Damn.

 

I'm sorry for your losses

I don't have depression so I can't really imagine what it's like but I'm sure it's horrible. I hope your life gets better and you never have suicidal thoughts again.

I hope that part in the spoiler didn't want to make you commit suicide because it was supposed to do the opposite :/

 

Have you made any progress?

 

This is why I believe in god.

 

Think of us as something positive. Sure, we're random people all around the world, but we are here to comfort and support you. You have contributed greatly to the community, and we don't want you to go.

 

Zambi ur hawt

 

I have no idea why, but I read this as a rap song.

But really, I do hope you've made progress to a happier life

 

*hugs*

 

It's good you didn't give in to your thoughts, stay strong Sean