Comments on Profile Post by butterturtlez

  1. keeper_of_flame
    keeper_of_flame
    bay day*

    What's wrong?
    Apr 11, 2014
  2. butterturtlez
    butterturtlez
    my step dad (also my cousin btw) is always yelling at me for making mistakes,i miss my birthdad and i have mean friends
    Apr 11, 2014
  3. keeper_of_flame
    keeper_of_flame
    Aww dear.

    Well just remember that we learn from our mistakes and that it's probably not you. He's likely, unfairly, taking out his life stresses on you. <3

    And if you have mean friends, get rid of them. <3
    Apr 11, 2014
  4. butterturtlez
    butterturtlez
    btw my birth dad died wen i was 6
    Apr 12, 2014
  5. keeper_of_flame
    keeper_of_flame
    That's hard. <3 They say it gets easier with time, and it does, but it never really goes away. Cherish what little time you did have with him. <3 Sorry for your loss.
    Apr 12, 2014
  6. butterturtlez
    butterturtlez
    thnx and time has eased the pain but it will never go away but l8ly ive been "looking in the mirror"(looking behind me) and i just cant 4get him and i am cherishing the 6 yrs and i am asking "if he were here...." so ya its mostly him im sad about
    Apr 13, 2014
  7. keeper_of_flame
    keeper_of_flame
    I know that feeling. It's likely because you felt whole then, and you don't now. It's hard to overcome that feeling, but you can do it. Just remember that if you try to live in the past, you just get stuck and you miss out on all the great stuff happening right now. <3 And there is great stuff, even when it seems darkest.
    Apr 13, 2014
  8. butterturtlez
    butterturtlez
    i know but it's like nothing good is happening to me in my prospective but in other ways i'm am having a gr8 lfe in the present so it's like "the present is a gift and you can choose to put it away in the closet or enjoy it" it like im in the closet enjoying it but im slowly puting it away and openin the door
    Apr 13, 2014
  9. keeper_of_flame
    keeper_of_flame
    As long as you can recognize your feelings and what's really going on, you can slowly start to work on it. <3 Emotions are tough, they're quite difficult to control. But things will start to look brighter and if you work on it, you can start to feel better. <3
    Apr 13, 2014
  10. butterturtlez
    butterturtlez
    true but it will get better but it won't get vanished from my memorie if that make sence but "darkness's chains are to tight but the light will guide me through the night"that is a line from a song me and my friend made called "Eturnal Darkness" its about when he left MN to tennesee and how he was lost w/out me and our friends. so i will be guided.
    Apr 13, 2014
  11. keeper_of_flame
    keeper_of_flame
    Good. <3 And the skyblock community is always here when you need us. :D
    Apr 13, 2014
  12. butterturtlez
    butterturtlez
    ya mc is my second life and it's a better life where im the opposite of how i am irl so i just want to enjoy mc while i have it and enjoy the present while i have it
    Apr 13, 2014
  13. keeper_of_flame
    Apr 13, 2014