I guess I should explain.

There is no easy way to state this. I have to resign from my position. I've thought it through, and unfortunately there is nothing else I can do.

Prepare for maximum read-eh-tude. I'll try to explain how this came to be in-depth so you all understand. I do ask that if you have the time, please read all of it. It would mean a lot.
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When I first joined this community, I wasn't expecting to be so drawn into it. I can honestly say I love you guys. You are my secondary family, and sometimes I feel more connected to you all instead of my actually family. My parents are very protective. We are not allowed to use social media, but the forums are started to become social media for me. Obviously, that isn't a good thing considering my parents don't approve of those.

I've never told my parents about me getting mod or even that I play on a multi-player server. They just think I play on a normal single-player world I guess. Now, this has escalated drastically. I created a Google+ account simply to videochat with close friends, like bobyfresh11291 and DarkAngel_19. My laptop doesn't have a camera, so when my brother would go away on weekends, I would use his computer to speak to them. Of course my parents would not approve of me speaking with "strangers" over the internet. When in reality, they know more about me than my entire family.

Last night, my dad walked in while I was in a call. I closed out of the tabs before he came in all the way, but I think he saw me do so. He asked to see everything I was on. He saw the Mineverse forums, but I wasn't logged on. I don't really remember a lot of what happened after that because I was dealing with so much anxiety, I think I blacked out.

Now, before I continue on, you all must understand I don't have a good relationship with my dad. He doesn't trust me too much, I mean... can you really blame him? I did keep all of this secret from them...
Over the summer I had a very bad agrument with him. I tried to explain how I feel he favors my sister, and that he isn't proud of me ect... ect.... He denied it all, took my phone, and left the house. This hurt me very bad, and it still bothers me to this day.

Well, the argument last night got like that again. He ended up just telling me to go upstairs. So I did, and at this point I was balling my eyes out. I came to my mom and tried to explain my feelings of depression, and how I feel about my dad. After a couple minutes, those of which seemed like hours, my dad came upstairs and my mom told him what I said. He tried to console me, but it didn't work. I went to bed, and woke up feeling like this whole situation was a dream. Or a nightmare.

I went downstairs to play on mc on my brothers computer, since he has better fps. But my dad came down and told me he didn't want me on that computer anymore. Trust level? 0%.

They left for work this morning. And now I'm left with this decision. I don't know what will happen now. But I guess it's best to be ahead of the game in case I'm unable to access my computer for a significant amount of time. I have to resign.

Questions you may have:
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Will you still be active in-game?: I don't know. It may cause me to feel uneasy as of now. Perhaps in the future I will become more active.

Will you be active on the forums?: Probably not, as of now. I don't want to cause more trouble in my family. Again, maybe in the future.

Will you ever apply for Mod again?: Perhaps. Not anytime soon, but if this ordeal ends better than expected, I may think about it.

I want you all to know that being in this community has changed me in so many positive ways. Thanks for the memories, and I hope I don't have to leave completely. But I suppose it's time for me to temporarily leave.

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I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT THIS. Enjoy another gif guys. c:

 

Sorry this happened to you.
It was a joy having you here, good luck!

 

I'm having an anxiety attack. I can't....
I don't know... I just....

 

You don't need to panic. I won't leave you and boby. I refuse to. Text me, okay?

 

I am going to miss you lime ;-;

I hope to see you on the server soon

Good luck in life

 

I'm getting nervous. I AM nervous.
I just...

 

Lime, you are/were and amazing moderator. I'm sorry for what happened and I hope it all gets better

 

;-; no more t-skrub?

 

I'm nervous too. But it'll be okay.

Guess not

 

I'll miss you OMG Alexis why. Why. K never knew you too well, or anything but, you're rad. You're the coolest person I met here, and you're always so nice, and fun, and meow.

Meow, Alexis. Meow.

 

Lime, I was only recently getting to know you better. I'm really upset. You are an awesome person and I wish I met you sooner. Good luck and I hope you return soon.

 

NO ;-; DONT YOU DARE LEAVE US!

Bye if you have to

 

I don't even...
I'm so sorry for you ;-;
I don't know what to say ;-;

 

Just know it's going to be okay, we'll figure something out.

 

I'm sorry, Arch.

 

It's not your fault ;-;

 

Good luck in life if you do leave come visit us soon k?

 

I definitely will try. Thanks.

 

:'(