My depression <3

I cant say anything to this except damn.
I agree with you so much, my life has currently not been the best, every night I go to bed thinking about the same thing, every morning, every moment I have the same thought and in my head and have not talked to anyone. I don't know what to say anymore because I don't want to lose the few people I care about. I can't say what I want without it being misinterpreted, I constantly joke around with people, but still don't say anything to them. Over the past few months I feel as if my mind is deteriorating into only a single thought. And the want to protect the person I care the most about.

 

We should be best friends

 

Not to bring attention to myself from OP, but yes.
It's been unbearable at times and been tearing on me.
It deprives me of sleep, it deprives me of happiness.
It actually sparked from one event a couple of years ago. Something I'm not comfortable sharing.

I'm not sure what makes me able to live with it. Quite frankly, I don't think I want to know either.

 

Exas, the days from the summer was some of the best days I've experienced in a long time.
We grew to be very close friends, or atleast that's how it feels.
We joked around and such, which took my mind off other crap that haunted me.
There was something about you I felt was not right, something you didn't share.
I didn't ask either because some want to keep it to themselves.

If you want to talk about it, you know atleast one that you can count on that won't leave you.
Someone who just might know how you feel.
Here for you, bro.

 

I would have shared with you lol, and yes, this summer probably was the best of my life, I gained you as a great friend, and Courtney. I'm not sure if you could define more on that what you felt like I was hiding lol.

 

(If i mispell anything its cause my phone doesnt have autocorrect on XD)

Read this rockerz, because this is your lesson on why your comment was un-needed and rude.

Anyway my non-constructive comment
Matt do not commit suicide, as my favorite actor said: "You're making a permanent solution to something that is temporary." -Robin Williams
It is worth it to live in this world and it will always be. It will get better in the meantime, trust me. If you ever pick up a knife or anything suicidal please remember that it gets better in the end and put it down and dont pick it back up (unless you need to cut food). If you need to talk about anything, I am always here. You can PM me on the forums .

 

Not necessarily agreeing with Rockerz, as I too don't like his view on things.
But none the less, it's his opinion and a valid one. Therefore I respect it as such.
It's his way of interpreting his situation.
Sure, it may come off as rude. But I don't find it rude.
Just as he most likely will accept your opinion, yours is as valid as his.

I don't really agree with your opinions either, Jelly. But again, it's completely valid.
Thanks for sharing

 

Okay, I am totally fine with that. Usually sharing my opinion makes me feel better

 

Now this is something I don't regard as an valid opinion.
Sorry, Time, but in all fairness, there is no rule saying he can't express himself.
Although I feel his post was a bit poorly worded and potentionally could cause more harm to OP than anything, I don't think he wants to make him feel bad.
It's his view on it.
I don't agree with him, but that's no reason to give him hate.

 

lmao ik too lazy to make a valid argument. A mod can delete it if they want.

 

And please do.

This is pretty important for me. One of the few things I still enjoy, so sorry if I sounded harsh

 

My god. Reading all of this brought me into state of mind that I never thought I would encounter ever again since a few years ago. Depression is a hard topic to discuss, and an even harder topic to argue about...
I don't want to bring anything too personal here, so I'm gonna say that you're all beautiful and nothing should ever let you believe otherwise.
Cause if you let something tear you apart, it's hard to put together the pieces again. Just sayin.
And...yeah.

Just eat pizza and be happy. That's my main motivation in life.

 

Lol akrill You know what I am gonna say and you know what I think. Dun ever forget what means the most to you. :3 You'll always make it through. Even if you gotta lean on us for support, you'll never ever be alone.

I actually suffer from something of the similar, not many know. Only Akrill and a few others know.
But somehow you'll always pull through, and there's always someone there.

 

"wimps"

 

I was just stating my opinion take a chill pill... That was very rude/un-needed for. It wasn't your opinion just you bashing at me. So yeah, before you post something re-read it. Cause over and opinion you shouldn't be all mean.

 

Okay now I think my comment about getting some liquid based lube, moisturizing your opinion and jamming it straight up your a*****e until your screamed so loud that the next town can hear you is warranted now.

f*** you, you pathetic excuse of a human being.

 

If any more rude comments are said I am locking this thread. As it is causing more rude comments and arguing.

 

Excuse me? Why are you freaking saying this? Well, I had a talk, and I'd just like to say, I'm sorry for being I rude, heartless person, I'm hurting people, good people, and if it makes any of you feel better, I regret saying most of the things I did, I've just been through alot and its turned me into this monster that hurts everyone. I'm sorry. As for you TimePlaysGames, please refrain from that, I've been through some truly horrible things you could not imagine, and it turned me into this, so don't make it worse. All my vains are being filled with emotion, and its what is around me that will determine whether I become a nice human being or not. So please, if you decide to do this again. God freakin' help me.

 

And whether you guys believe me or not, I actually have an anger problem, so please, when you see a rood comment such as the one I had previously said that offended many, just know it was the anger talking, not the real me.

 

General life advice, since others are giving theirs, here's mine.

You know you're strong when the biggest person you have to face every day, isn't a bully or a giant monster, but indeed it's yourself. Coping with that is hard, but there's 2 mainlines that can be chosen.
You can let the tears flow, or you can laugh, if you want you can do both... I do both.

I took the opposite route of overeating. I never cut my arms, instead of broke my fist on a wooden door(it hurt SO much, not to mention the splinters) but that day I was taken to a hospital, I was sat down and I got help. Help is there, whether it's from your family, whether it's from a welcoming community like Skyblock or whether it's from someone you know in person.

Suicide is never the answer, cutting is never the answer, any form of damaging self-harm is never the answer. People say these statements like a mantra and it's so irksome, you may find yourself asking "what is the answer?". The answer is to move on because focusing on the past doesn't help, holding grudges won't help, having a series of cuts down one of your limbs is not a battle scar, it's not a weakness either, it just means you've tripped on a stepping stone. If you really want to self-harm, I suggest squeezing ice cubes. It's painless, they melt, but it numbs your hand for a bit, it won't do anything long-term and it's a way to get anger out, along with having a cold shower or screaming into a pillow.

You should know by now that depression is as common as the flu, it happens to almost everyone, but not everyone makes it far, some people lose it at the age of 8 and just leave me... some at the age of 13 but you've survived for this long and you shouldn't give up now.

Keep calm and carry on. *salutes* Because everyone is beautiful, and that includes you especially.