Here's the reason behind my demotion.

iKR

 

Zambiana You were a great mod! dont let others get you down. If they are ignore them. you were a good mod!

 

The first words you ever spoke to me included 2 sets of cursing with the 4 letter f word.

I am sorry for everything that you're going through, I really am. If you ever need to chat you can always msg me here or on Skype. Lets let bygones be bygones. Moving forward I hope we can still get to know each other better some day.

 

Please, I know it's emotional and I know tension and anger may be high, but refrain from the language everyone. Thanks.

 

Thank god someone who cares.

 

I'm only quoting verbatim what was said to me by Zambi, please don't edit it out since it makes the whole point of the reply meaningless.

 

Ahhhh zammbiiii. I understand where your coming from man, its sad to see you go man :/

 

I understand your point, but even out of context it's still cursing. You see my point I assume, given your current wording.

Note: Any further discussion of this should be in PM as we're getting off topic.

 

This was so sad to read ;-; even though we never really talked, I'm sorry this happened to you. You were one of the kindest, and caring staff members I've ever seen. Good luck in life, don't forget that suicide is just a permanent solution to a temporary problem...

 

I am so sorry for what you are going through.
Hard times will pass, you need to stay strong. No one knows how bad life is for you except you.

For those that have made life harder for you, I'm sorry that they didn't quite understand. They do truly care about you and your feelings, it's just that they cannot understand what you are going through.
Hopefully you stay strong and possibly continue to be a part of this community.

 

I don't know what to say. :/
Don't forget about the old days, when I just got donor and I was begging to help you with a build or something, I remember that like it was yesterday, Much love

You're one of the best guys I know.

 

Deleting off-topic posts.

 

Damn. I'm really sorry to hear about what's happening, and about the things that you are going through,I understand most of them. Seriously you're not alone, you have people here that will be here if you need anything at all. We'll support you. Dont let people bring you down, you're amazing~

Good luck with everything, and I hope things get better I'll be here if you need someone to talk to.

 

I'm sorry that you're going through all of this Zambi. But you made blaq seem like the only person being a jerk. It seems like you too were cursing and saying stuff to him. I think that you were really just looking to make blaq look like a di-guess the rest with some of your sentences. Because of this I think that you victimize yourself and need to look at the world as it is instead of looking at it like you're the victim. Sorry to pull this card: but there was a girl at my school who just died of cancer just like many other kids. And the fact that you're victimizing yourself over this really pisses me off. Sorry but I think you're just as guilty as blaq. You need brutal honesty. Not people constantly catering to you on a website.

 

That seems a little mean... I mean, I have no idea what happened, but don't ya think Zambi might be telling a little bit of truth?

 

Swim that's a bit too harsh.
Yes he's trying to make out blaq as the bully, when in reality they were warring against one another, and both sides has some blame.
But one of the things I hate more than anything is people assuming mental disorders aren't as bad as other things.
If this triggered whatever his mind is thinking, it triggered it, no matter how small the issue.
And depression, bipolarism, eating disorders, all of that is just as important a disease as cancer.

 

I never said it wasn't a disease. But he's not going to die over it. Also I think that part of this thread was just to flame Blaq. And maybe it is too harsh. But sometimes people need brutal truth. All this babying and catering to him isn't going to make him change.

I never said he wasn't telling the truth. But he was making blaq out to be the bully

Also on a side note. I find it a little weird how he victimizes himself. Yet he curses at other mods and says mean stuff to them.

 

He's not going to die from it?
Do you not think people die from mental conditions every day.
It may not be like some diseases, which literally stop your heart.
But it affects your mind and your personality.
It doesn't have to kill you, you'll do it yourself..

As I said, I agree he was making blaq out as the bully.
But I don't see him entirely victimizing himself.
As one of the ones he blew up on, I've been able to forgive him, and I also know what you mean by how he treated some of us. But he also obviously has a lot weighing him down.
I accept his apology, I think he's sorry for all of it.
I don't think it was entirely his fault, and I don't think it was entirely blaq's or anyone else's fault.