Withdrawn Trinity's staff application.

bump

 

i know this probably wont be seen but i 100% do not support trin as a mod she in the past has been very rude to me and was one of the reasons why i stopped playing skyblock for a long time she was rude to me and she said toxic things about my sexuality while also stating that she is bi or pan (i am bi) also she has been rude to my close friends on skyblock like ahliah

 

Hello Blender. I appreciate your reply.

While yes, I was rude and toxic in the past, I've admitted this on my application a few times, I've been doing my best to change and people have saw improvements, so I think I've changed at least a little bit.
As far as I am concerned, I have never said anything toxic about your sexuality and if I did then I do apologize for that,
I was friends with Ahliah for a decent bit of time and she had never came to me telling me she felt I was being rude to her etc.. Is it possible you were seeing us joke..? Because even as I do talk to her randomly she has never mentioned feeling that way.

 

No support. I do not believe you are mature enough for this position, there are many times where you have been inappropriate towards me and acted immaturely.

 

it is more than ahliah who has told me they have had you being rude to them and for a long time i felt very upset about the things you said about my sexual orientation because you were the only person i had told at the time

 

[edited]
I did my best to blur out you and your number for privacy reasons.
However I feel this is a very inappropriate things to say to someone, who you met on a kid friendly Minecraft server. You made me feel very uncomfortable and I feel this type of person messaging inappropriate things to other players shouldn't be staff. And to add you've been rude to me many times.

 

At this point in time, unfortunately I do not think you are ready. I feel that when it come to assessing certain criteria you display concerning emotional connections that can lead your judgement astray. When it comes to dealing with queries and situations you need to be more detached and assess based on facts rather than emotion. I understand that your judgement to deal with situation comes from your preconceived knowledge and you use emotion to empathise, but I feel this crucial skill needs to be honed. You do understand the basic foundation of what it takes to be a moderator but sadly this is let down in the area I have mentioned above.

 

hi so im not quoting any replies inbetween my two posts because they arent relevant to this.

i have been in a really bad place recently and keeping this application open has done nothing for me besides cause me even more unneeded stress, causing me getting majorly backed up, etc. and just a bunch of things are happening.

i might re-open this when I'm ready but until then it will be closed.
thank you to everyone who supported me and to people who are currently talking to me about the recent replies and what they contained, I appreciate u guys.

 

Thread reopened on request of applicant.

Best of luck

 

hello, I reopened this and wanted to address a few things as well.
the way I closed the application looks really bad as it looks like it was closed the moment I got negative feedback, which isn't the case. I was already talking about closing my application and wanted people's opinions but I decided to let it play out for a bit to see where it would lead. The evening I closed it, I was really upset and in a bad place mentally, so for the sake of my mental state and really anything else, I closed it. I also decided that I should take a break from Skyblock in general, which is why my activity somewhat decreased. I've worked on a lot of personal things in the amount of time the application was closed, I caught up on school work so I could not be overwhelmed. I think at this current stage in time I'm ready to start applying again.

Hello Vort. The messages you had provided in this reply was from a long time ago and I had discussed the contents of it with a few people. Whilst yes, I shouldn't of said what I said, it was such a long time ago that it's more of a state of "What she did while she wasn't applying vs what she did while she was." I know that yes, it doesn't excuse what I did at all, but, I think that it was a decent bit ago that I think we should both look past that and think about what is happening at this state of time.

Thank you for your feedback.


Bumping.

 

support trin is nice helpful and kind no complaints

 

Resupport for Trin. Absolutely amazing, kind and helpful. Definitely would want her as a helper. She’d be an amazing part of the staff team and is a unique person. Love her personality and she is definitely true about herself. GOOD LUCK TRIN

 

Thank you both

Bumping this. I have been quite inactive ingame recently and I take full fault for that. When I had re-opened this application, I had thought I was completely done with my work and caught up. Until I realized I wasn't. But I didn't wanna re-close and re-open the application. So I left it open.

I would like to also point out the fact that just due to my school stance, I will not be getting on throughout the week anymore. It has caused me endless amounts of stress to try to be ingame without AFKing for too long and checking chat plus doing schoolwork, so it is just easier for me overall to not get ingame anymore. If I cannot handle the stress even if I cut it out of weekdays, then I will end up closing this application until either summer or my school lightens the workload again. I also have been having more WiFi issues recently.

I will also be making small edits to my application and messing with it a bit to try to get it into a format that I like and think is more presentable.

 

resupport

 

thank u for ur resupport.

Bumping.

I haven't been that active recently and that is my fault. I'm about to go onto break which I will spend some of catching up with work but I'll also be able to hop back ingame. I most likely wont be on a lot on Christmas Day, if at all.

 

support for trin great app relatavely active super kind

 

Ty ❤️


Bump. Sorry for my lack of activity. I’m going to try to raise my activity a lot but I’m also sleeping a lot more over this break

 

i'm going to be taking a break. I'm really overwhelmed and I just need time. i love you all tho

 

Application withdrawn at the applicant's request.
If you would like to reopen your thread, please report this post within the next 90 days, otherwise you will have to create a new application if you wish to be considered!
This thread has been moved to Withdrawn/Inactive Applications.

 

Application re-opened upon the request of the applicant!