Withdrawn PC's Staff Application

Bump after 8 days
Sorry for the triple post. I need to bump this however.

Patch notes:
- 2nd monitor came, only had a VGA, my laptop only has a HDMI.
- My mental health is starting to lack again, I'm starting to have thoughts that I really shouldn't be having.
- Finished that mapart.
- The lack of feedback is starting to get to me, please remember, I always appreciate feedback!

Patch notes concluded, 2:50 AM 21/08/2020

 

Support. You seem like a good person, and I have seen you in chat.
On a side note, I hope you start feeling better

 

Changing to neutral, based on the things you've done in the past (don't get me wrong, everyone makes mistakes but duping twice is too much) I think you arent a great applicant for the staff team.

 

Thanks moearnings

I understand. I feel like it's harsh to judge people for their past, especially when these inidents happened around a year ago when I had a very different personality, but I cannot control your opinion. Each person is entitled to their own, and I have no say in what you think of me.

Anyhow, anything I can change that will get your status back up to a support?

 

In the next month when I see you more I might reconsider it if I think you've changed for the better.

 

Support. You've applied in the past and I really don't understand what's taking them so long to promote you.

 

Bump after a 8 days

Patch notes:
- Going to apply for my learners soon, no more waiting.

Patch notes concluded, 12:52 AM 31/08/2020

Thanks for the support

 

no support I think you would be fine staff but reading through your bumps/mental health updates i dont think being staff is right for you/best for you rn. I have also struggled throught these issues in my life but they are behind me now. You can do it. If it ever get bad pease msg me on discord​

 

My mental health is something that, at least to me, is interesting to say the least. I can take threats and insults like they’re nothing, and they won’t affect me, but in the long run I start to think of things more and more and build heaps of stress in this thick head of mine. It’s not a mentality I wish to have, but stress is only one of the many factors that I have to get through in my everyday life, and it starts to gain on me more I think about it.

I chose to become a moderator for a self-confidence boost, because another thing that I lack is confidence due to my anxiety. To me I hold back way too much because of this anxiety, which is one of the reasons why I haven’t applied for my learners yet. Like what if it’s way harder than it looks? What if I get into an accident? What if I injure myself or the person driving? And these thoughts keep building, giving me stress, which gives me anxiety, and the loop doesn’t end.

My thinking was if I can eliminate one of these two factors, I could live slightly healthier in the head. Of course this comes down to your opinion and I don’t have much of a say on your thoughts and I certainly can’t change them. But I can influence them, so is there anything at all that I can improve to improve your status?

 

Support,

You are a really peaceful person, I believe in you and your helpfulness. I hope you will get on the team someday.

 

To me, all that matters is whether you're confident you want to be part of the staff team. I think it's something you genuinely want and I personally don't like the idea of people judging the application with reasons that have nothing to do with whether you're capable of being on the team or not. It is generally not good to judge based on things that aren't directly related to the server. The application is open for a reason and if you felt you truly couldn't handle being on the server/staff team you would have most probably closed it by now. This is why it's important to keep unrelated factors out of this section in my opinion. That's just my take on it. Anyhow, good luck PC.

 

With all due respect I truly believe this is something you shouldn't assume about PC and he will know if he is capable in his head. No hate to you but I don't think it's any of your business. But I know you have the best intention : )

Resupporting PC!

 

Thanks

Thanks Mai and Archie, perfect words from the both of you. If I wasn't feeling ok, this would have been closed by now. Thanks Archie for the resupport

 

Bump after 10 days.

Patch notes:
- Feeling bit better. This lockdown in Melbourne sucks
- Been talking with closer friends a bit more, playing games and just having conversations with them just makes me feel good.
- Been bumping up my activity, I'm always on around 9pm/10pm AEST on the server and on until around 1am most nights, and I'm active throughout the day on the Discord.
- I always check on pings for discord and will always respond within 10 minutes unless I'm playing a game in fullscreen, where it's hard to check for pings (as I have DnD on, it mutes all notifications. There's no setting to mute chat notification and allow just pings. I have this on because I'm in ~90 other servers).

Patch notes concluded, 12:13 PM 10/09/2020

Boba <3 any reason for the no-support?

 

I support, you're real friendly in game, I see you helping out quite a bit, especially with newer players, you're very mature and composed for a 16 year old, and you seem committed enough to be an active staff member. Also good to have another Aussie staff member xD

 

Actually, you can do that, just click the three dots, click on notification settings, and select "Only @mentions"
Then just do that for every server...
Its probably worth it.
I've switched to support aswell

 

Thanks pplz!

I honestly would, but I really don't have the time to do this to 90 different servers. I wish there was a mode on discord that just allowed pings through, but can't have everything in life, can we?

Thanks for the support though!

 

As always, sorry for the doublepost.

Bump after 7 days.
Patch notes:
- This lockdown in Melbourne is never going to end and it's starting to drive me insane.
- Got back together with a few of my old friends, in case you're wondering where I am throughout the day, I'm usually doing something with them.
- School finishes today as well, I might be slightly more active for the next two weeks.

Patch notes concluded, 9:13 AM 18/09/2020

 

Between Support and Neutral, you should help out others PC, I see you online sometimes I think you should get used to it.

 

Thanks Marc. I usually do help players out in person on their island (through PMs) instead of in chat as others usually say commands before I open the chat - especially newer players with no prior experience to Skyblock. Helping players get set up is usually what I do best, and helping out more experienced players with technical problems.

I've seen you online quite a bit the few weeks, but we've never really talked - which I feel like is another reason why you've rated me this way.

Thanks